just when i was all happy with the things that happen over the weekends.. my heart sank when i heard about it..
i was scared.. scared that i may find out that you are attached somehow..
i guess once again i've thought too much.. we haven't even went out 1-1 before..
and perhaps i'm jus another acquaintance with u...
it was one of the worst dinner i had.. to act indifferent and joke abt the topic while eating normally..
and once again.. i found myself in the situation that i was very familiar with..
i shd nv ever believe that anyone will ever take a good look at me.. i was too foolish to believe that miracles can happen one day.. one day tt never exists.