soaking myself in jay's new album.. blasting the music as loud as i can.. tired.. and i think it helps by blasting the music loud.. escapism i guess.. no mood for any work tho today is the earliest day i got hm.. wellz.. its tt feeling again...
oh.. and i guess today is miss kuan's happy day! hahaha.. im happy for ya too! huahua.. waiting for u to come online now.. where are u...hahaha
today was the second presentation for GV 17..and it was really a mini concert! it was so nice lo..let me see.. firstly there's this duet.. if im not wrong.. his name is kevin goh.. he's voice was nice.. but wat left me a deeper impression is his partner..cos.. her voice is so clear n nice! she sound like yanzi.. and i think she sound better than yanzi.. the way she reach high notes.. its really very nice.. even the teacher also commented tt.. zai..
then there were these two guys.. one sang jacky cheung's ai shi yong heng...and the other one.. which.. i forgot..oh no.. but... both sang expressively.. each note on tune.. and with the power.. zai.. they sound so much like jacky chueng.. for the past two weeks ive been thinkin tt.. its so much easier to find gers who can sing expressively n with power and nice rather than a guy who does tt.. most are scared to sing(or mayb my frens are lidat lah).. and today.. there are so many that can sing so wellz... oh my... its really a wonderful 3.5 hour..
and last.. whom i voted for my idol.. is this ger call tannie tang yee yan..she sang corrine may's fly away.. she play her own song without the score.. she can sing the song with dynamics.. her voices are clear.. she does not sound airy when she reaches high notes.. she sang it with emotions.. and she simply sound like the CD! oh my... n i cried when she finsih tt song.. maybe not cry la.. but tears rolled down by themselves.. cos.. its really.. so nice.. tt until now..i can still remember her voice... she's the first person.. whom i saw..who is not a those singer out there.. sing with piano expressively.. i really felt very touched..
and so.. today's std was super high.. luckily i presented last week.. hahaz..the trip is really worth it lo.. hahaz~
so its wed again... ydae was lab.. wellz.. its supposed to be part 2 of the experiment that we need to do formal report on.. and its a pair work.. wellz.. i was paired up with this ger who's from the other lab grp.. tho i heard that she has been ponnin lessons but expect that she can miss the lab session.. its like.. its formal report u noe.. wellz.. and so.. i waited.. she din appear.. and so i had to do the whole lab myself when its supposed to b a pair work.. i felt like cryin.. haha.. maybe not tt jialat but.. the feeling was like.. in primary sch..when u have to hand in ur project the nex day and your partner just leave everything for you to finish and u have to finish it.. throughout the experiment.. i just had to focus alot.. because there's no time for me to make mistakes..no time for me to stone.. or else i will have to stay in the lab for 5 hours? a few lab technicians came and ask why m i working alone.. haha.. they seemed to be more stressed up than me.. keep on askin m i ok.. maybe i really look too stressed up... hahaz.. even the one who is the fiercest came and really ask if im ok.. hahaz.. then while alvin was washing his apparatus(cos my workin area was near the sink.. so shun bian talk lahz)..suddenly i just blurted out that im so sian by it.. cos im doin all the things alone(acty sometimes i do wonder.. why am i always the one that has such problems while pple can just happily go on with wat they are supposed to do..while i have to do alot more to just be the same as the others.. sighz.. lao lu ming i guess..).. maybe i just look too tired.. i dunno.. hahaz.. and i realise he came over alot of times and ask me whether i need help or not and do i need him to help me do one of them.. haha.. at tt moment i was quite touched.. i dunno why.. haha.. maybe its been a long time that somebody in uni care.. or maybe i was too tired.. and he came at the right time.. maybe im such a person that a small incident can make me feel touched.. haha.. but i din ask him to help in the end cos i felt tt its something tt i should do by myself.. oh wellz.. but i really felt thankful to him lahz.. the feeling is like having a big broher takin care of u.. hahaz..maybe tt's the problem with only child.. i had always wanted to have an elder brother... hahaz.. oh wellz... but i guess he din noe tt i felt thankful.. cos my face is always like so dao when i dun smile.. hahaz.. oh.. and also.. thanks clarice for helping me with the clearing and stuff.. hehz.. frens are really very impt during the times when im lost.. and so.. with all these.. managed to complete the experiment in the 3 hrs time.. hahaz.. quite stunned but wat i have done.. its really everythin by myself.. the satisfaction is undescribable.. cos all along we have been doin pair work... n i tot tt its impossible to complete something on ur own now(cos labs in uni is really very complicated and ma fan)... after tt many pple told me to just put my own name in the lab report.. and actually i was quite pissed(or maybe angry.. cos i really hate irresponsible pple.. its like its a grp work lohz.. formal report and u can just oversleep..and.. worst.. she like had no sense of remorse lo.. din apologise or ask how was the lab during our meeting after sch ydae...)but i can't bring myself get angry with her lo..hope tt she does her work by fri.. or else i will go mad...i really dunno why im so unlucky tt everybody can do it as a pair while im like doin everything myself..
wellz.. the feeling is kind of weird when u see how pple laffs at ur fren.. but i understand why they are doin these cos some of the things tt she put ups are really intolerant to many(even to me).. wellz..
then.. had dinner with ah neo n tyy again at JP after my jap.. wat ah neo sae is true.. wats meant to b urs.. no matter how long or hard it is.. u all will meet eventually.. think i should really wake up..been daydreamin these days.. anyway im in no position to say or do anything.. we don't even talk.. haha... and i think i really look fierce when im not with clarice they all... saying a hi seems to b so hard for my side..im just so antisocial...
sighz.. sore throat now n presentation in 12 hrs time..pls tell me what to do..
loads of things pile up within tt three weeks.. 5 fluids lect 2 fluids tutorial 1 thermo tutorial 1 bio tutorial 1 whole stack of bio notes 1 formal lab report and many other notes that i dun even understand..lost in all modules in just the third week.. wat can b worst.. wellz.. if i can finsih wat i've just stated i will b so stunned by myself..seriously i think i really sound like mugger.. wat a sad life tt i've got..