the past week and the coming week will b a really challenging one..sighz.. im really very tired.. its like.. for those who know.. my mom had a fall last fri.. and was hospitalized.. luckily the op went well and she's discharged on sat.. but still the story didn't end..it means tt now.. i have to cope with my work..hsework.. together.. it may sound simple..as two diff categories up there.. but.. the past week has been so terrible for me..its either i have proj until like 10 plus at nite..n i reach home at 12... or.. i reach hm at 4 and had to wash clothes and cook dinner.. i dun blame her... its like she wun wan this to happen.. wat i blame perhaps its the timing for everytiing.. sometimes it can b very frustrating.. tt u are tryin to do ur work and somebody will come and ask u to do this n tt.. i can't even concentrate.. i wun wan her to know tt i m frustrated lah.. she feels unwell too... i dun wanna her condition to deteriote.. so for the past week.. have been working till 2 plus at nite and wake up at 6 in the morning.. i really feel so tired tt i do not have the motivation to move on...
then.. its back to the vball thingy.. since i started vball.. she's been diapproving it.. i do not know why.. but i really hate the feeling when i cannot do something tt i like.. and especially at such a low-morale moment.. i really need something tt i like to keep me away from the real world for a while.. and.. she's stopping me from doing tt.. perhaps a stressed up person is an angry person bah.. hid myself in my room and cried.. how i hope tt one day she'll understand.. vball.. isn't like doin hmwork.. its not an extra burden on me.. its abt taking a break.. doin something tt i like...meeting and catching up with some of my frens whom i've never talk to for at least a mth.. can't she understand...
and..project.. there are two assignments to hand in nex week.. one on effective com and the other one on sustain tech.. effective com is quite demanding.. weightage is like 15% i guess.. and its like 2 years since i last presented.. furthermore.. lots of preparation needs to be made.. i do not wan to bring down the whole teams standard lo.. sighz... then sustain tech.. its only 5%.. and i always believe in putting ur time according to the weightage.. but.. kt seem to b so serious abt it.. me clarice n linda was like wanting to let go of this ppt lo.. cos 5% can't do much oso.. but he insist on doin a good piece of work.. and doin more research when we can just humtum some facts from the notes.. and he even wan a reherse on wed.. which is the dae b4.. its like clarice dun even gif a heck lo.. we still have two more quizzes this week.. how to allocate time? his effective com is already over last week but ours are not! but he seem to be so serious abt tt.. its like wanting to get the full marks out of it(just like wat he wanna get from las week's sustain tech test).. oh wellz.. give me a break leh...
wellz.. today is already sun.. and.. i m onli slightly free now.. had tuition this morning n celebrated joels bdae at town just now.. two quizzes on wed n thur.. biochem n maths..i know i'm not someone who is bright n im those who needed more time n practices to score well.. but given this short period of time i guess i had to let go of something.. but how? everything seem to b so impt.. stil have to do the slides for sustain tech.. and write down the script for effective com.. meeting for effective com on tue n meeting for sustain tech on wed.. tt means will b goin hm late.. which also means tt no time for the quizzes.. n i haven read thru the notes at all.. its BRAND NEW.. only flipped it once which is during lect... sighz..think i gonna break down soon...
hai..feeling quite down this week..i'm really so tired.. no motivations to move on...haiz.. here's something quite worth to read..
Everything Happens For A Reason
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.
And sometimes things happen to you at the time, that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never realize your potential, strength, will power or heart.
Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test limits of your soul.
Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.
The people you meet affect your life. The successes and downfalls that you experience can create whom you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from.
In fact they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.
If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but also because they are teaching you to love and open your heart and eyes to little things. Make every day count. Appreciate everything that you possibly can, for you may never experience it again.
Talk to people whom you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love, break free and set your sights high. Hold you head up because you have every right to.
Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you. Create your own life and then go out and live it.
clarice sent me this just now.. yeah.. thx ger.. hope we'll strive thru this period of hardship.. haha.. abit kua zhang.. but let's jiayou!
ydae was the first training..i was late cos had to take care of my mum at ttsh.. the reporting time is 9 but reach there ard 10 instead.. wellz.. the meeting place is at the esplanade this BIG DRAIN.. its like everything is so.. erm.. suspicious.. haha..we really feel as if we are one of those victims in those fan man ren kou thingy... and thru longhui..we know tt these bunch of pple are crazy one lo.. haha.. cos during this event in ntu rite..they tied her up on a trolley and push her down to dunno where.. and let her untie herself.. whoa.. so its like.. we wun noe wat they will do nex lo.. haha..scary pple
tho.. i was supposed to b late.. there were more who were worse than me lo..(worst.. they just pangseh him)..so basically rite.. onli linda clarice n kt reach first.. the person in-charge guoliang and hassan are there already.. but no others are there.. so linda clarice went to watch those live bands performances..dunno where is kt lah..the performances are quite cool leh tho.. at tt moment.. i wonder why m i here.. cos my exams is onli 2 weeks away.. and noe wat.. basically the both of them(GL n hassan) just lie on floor lo..yes..at first dun wanna ren4 they all lah.. wonder how come the police dun go n question them them..its like so off lo.. all the pple so high in front of the stage n the twoof them..lying on the floor..
so at 11 plus.. they decided to start with the four of us first... we were given a plainmetric map( this map shows streets n rivers but no buildings).. and we are told to locate the places and do some grid lines thingy..its so fun lah! like goin back to sec four mapreading.. however its quite hard for us to coordinate when there are so many pple.. cos everyone got their diff views.. so its like we took quite a long time to just fold the map..yupz.. of cos.. we were tricked lots of times lah.. firstly they ask us to think of a way to draw the grid lines .. so its like we were thinkin of a way to make use of watever we have with us to draw the line(like our note book lah.. exlink ah)s.. n who knows.. after we finish drawing.. they took out a ruler.. n say.. think wat.. u all can also ask us..thanks lehz.. play with us like lilttle kids lo.. also.. they took away away our compasses.. haha.. but we spoilt some of them.. haha..so.. after the grid lines thingy.. we had some theory lah.. also.. like how to tell kids certain stuff.. cos those tt we are dealing will be 7-8 year old kids.. we have to really put them into very simple terms lor..
ok.. so.. after the theory part.. longhui qx and alvin came to join us.. they split us into two diff grps.. linda kt n me in the sam grp while qx alvin longhui clarice in the same grp... then..we were given this 6 digit map grid reference and we are supposed to locate the place n reach there in 30 min..
the first stop is at fort canning park.. its very near esplanade lah.. acty this does not help us in reading the plain map lo.. cos basically we are quite familier with town .. but still.. we tried to refer to the map lah.. at least practise reading it... yupz.. so we were the first to reach..
second stop.. pearl's hill.. went thru clarke quey.. feeling funny walking pass those clubs in just shorts and sport shoes.. so we reach pearl hill city park.. yes.. its another hill again! there's this long flight of stairs lah.. din noe tt.. chinatown got such a hill.. yes.. at first we ouldn't find them.. its like two big rounds around the hill
the two grps reach at the same time..they decided to rearrange the grps.. so this time round.. longhui alvin linda n me are in the same grp.. yes.. the third stop is long lah.. we had to walk from pearls hill to telok blangah... the walk.. i think we took abt 1 hr plus.. since at nite not much to see.. so abit sian diao lah...just keep on walking n walking.. then nuthin much to say oso.. cos i dun mix well with pple tt i dunno.. then the alvin is longhui's fren.. so not familier lo.. then din tok much oso..
then after all the walking.. we reach the hill top again..yes. they really love hills... so.. they ask us to sit down... then..we were given a can of longan, ground sheet, milo powder, biscuit.. and the first question posted to us is u need to open up the can now.. yes.. without can opener.. no stones.. no swiss knife.. so the 7 of us sat down to think.. for the first 10 min..all of us were giving ideas thinking of wat to do..we gif weird idaes.. like.. rub the two cans together? haha.. then twist the can? haha.. until.. we just stone there.. even the army guys dunno wat to do with it.. and so.. we surrender lah.. we were taught how to open it.. it was really an eye opener for us.. really.. i will never think of tt idea lohz.. and.. noe wat.. they sae tt kids.. tt is 7 yrs.. can thinkk of tt.. oh no.. we are not even comparable to kids.. haha... then we learn how to make a knife out of the can lid.. its really fun to make somehting out of nothing.. amazing.. and in survival skills..each n everything is so impt.. we cannot waste anything..
after the opening of the can.. we went to boil the water for our hot milo! yes.. theree's no stirer.. so alvin went to peel the tree branch.. and one of the bark got into our can lah! thanks man..
yupz..so the boiling part is the last thing we are supposed to do..we sat down n had the milo..then do the talking.. the four orgainisers.. GL vik justin and hasan sat infront of us.. then started to talk abt the thigns tt we expect n our first impressions etc etc.. so the session ended with the guessig of their age.. we tot tt they are ard 30 or 28.. and surpirsingly.. Gl who is the oldest is onil 27.. more shocking thing is hasan.. whom we tot.. he's 32... is actually 20!! tt is like the sam age as us.. and noe wat.. he's alot of commitments.. which we really wonder how he tackle with them.. its like.. he's an actor.. full time student.. diploma in some arts thingy and electrical engineering(these two are really diff fields lo).. he's workin under 3 companioes n he has his own production company! then he has to handle the job of the camp thingy.. wah.. amazing..
yupz.. so some of the things tt they sae sort inspire me lah.. they also allow me to think out of the box.. i really find the way they teach very interesting.. cos they make u think and feel like thinking.. oso.. i like their professionalism.. cos they can really draw a clear fine line between work n play.. their play is really crazy..sometimes i really think they are very optimisstic..its like..tho they are tired.. they are still able to laff their way thru and cheer each other up by not showing tt they are tired.. and its not too overboard lah.. not too high..and i like their sense of humour too..tho the.. vulgarites part cannot lah.. n hope tt i wun b like them lah..haha.. got place then sleep at the road lah.. like no matter where they go they can camp liao..
so.. i really enjoy myself ydae.. the whole thing was at nite.. and when we went back to harbour front mrt to go home.. it was like a dream to us.. and now we are back to reality..back to exams..really.. its really a nice dream... but still.. we onli know them for a day.. think there's stil a long way for us to know each other better... yupz.. i wun b surprise if this is another turning pt for me.. just like how vball changes my life..
went for this briefing at city hall today after sch for this instructor thingy.. yes.. exams coming n i still find these activities to make myself more busy.. basically right.. we are gonna be instructors for camps that are for kids tt are abt 7-8 yrs old.. gonna teach them some survivor skills... also.. there's pay too! yeapx.. so this means tt my june hols is gonna b busy n packed again and we have to go down constantly for some trainings.. it'll be good lah.. cos after these few years.. found tt i noe nuts abt these stuff..all i noe is vball... perhaps its really a good chance for me to pursue whatever that is left untouched back in my schling days.. yupz.. so this fri.. gonna meet at 9pm esplanade... some ice breaker thingy n it'll be thruout the whole nite.. hope i can tahan cos still feeling quite ill now.. but still.. we'll be going down lah.. its quite a valuable experience.. yupx... its also a good chance to get to know more pple.. since my fac is quite small and the pple tt i usually get to know are just those few... hope i'll like this job manz!
play is play.. but.. i dunno how to do mat sc assignment! its due tml lo.. and even after reading the text i dunno how to tackle them.. sianz... really too tired to move on sia.. n exams is 2 weeks away.. no break this time round..tell me.. how m i goin to survive...zzZZZZZ
hey..ster ah.. hope u see this.. just to tell u hor.. to see the tag right.. u just highlight over the tag then can see liao.. sorry ah i dunno hwo to change the format leh..heez...
yes..it was since dunno when tt i last do these test liao.. all cos of kuan..
Four things/people that make me smile: 1) the rain..hahaha 2) seeing pple smile.. 3) sushi! haha.. n bubble tea.. 4) volleyball!
Four ways to win my heart: 1) must be tall and dark...1.8..hahaha... 2) sincerity 3) a good sense of humour 4) someone who understands me..cos i think tt's quite hard..
Four things I believe in: 1) nothing is perfect in this world 2) u can't have the best from everything 3) true frens 4) no matter how bright a person is.. u still need a certain level of hard work
Four things I am afraid of: 1) losing my loved ones.. 2) certain situations when u can't even control it 3) that i couldn't provide a good life for my parents in the future 4) feelin lost
Four things I do everyday: sleep bath eat brush teeth
Four things/people I want to see now: 1)aurora 2) metoer rain 3) a good vball match 4) can't think of anything now.. hahaz...
went to celebrate sandy's birthday yesterday... it was quite fun lah.. had a great work out..cso we went to gym and after tt.. borrowed ball from src.. played vball awhile then we switched to this 'prisoner' game.. haha.. to recue ur pple out lah.. main purpose is to hit the opponent with the ball.. it will be more fun if more pple are here.. sadz.. after tt.. linda n me went to clarice's hall to change while sandy n ernest went home.. after we bath, met qingxi and we went to boon lay to meet nep.. feel quite funny lah.. cos ive neber been to somewhere so far with just a wallet n hp.. haha..
everyone was late.. from 7 we met at 830.. hungry! especially after all the workouts at the gym.. went to the ramen stall which kt suggested.. it was ok lah.. but he kept askin whether the ramen is nice or not.. so i replied tt its ok lah.. then he'll ask will we come back next time..so i was like.. see first lo(tt is me lah.. as in.. its really not tt superb for me to crave for it.. n go from tp to there rite?) then always emphasizing that if we go ajisan it'll be so ex.. if its for the first time.. its ok.. but.. he kept repeating himself..until im so fed up lo.. its like.. its alright if u ask diff pple the same qtn.. but its defintely not alright if u ask the same pple the same qtn right? i tot perhaps i'm being very impatient ba...but clarice oso notice the same thing lo.. he ask her twice ydae n thrice today.. 5 times? isn't tt weird right.. then clarice says tt he is being very inseccured cos he's the one who suggested that place..hai.. this person is really giving me a headache lah..
ok..forget abt the bad stuff.. after tt.. qingxi brought us to this dessert stall.. had the zhi ma hu! whoa.. nice.. acty wanted to try other stuff one.. but then too full liao leh.. after tt we went to this pasar malam to buy cup corn.. haha.. our grp gers can really eat.. went back to clarice's hall cos need ta get up early the nex day...
yes.. and today.. its ntu open hse.. sian.. really sian.. dunno why we alway tio these type weird weird job.. all of us were distributed to diff places..linda-sbs, nep-bus marshall, kt and clarice--pick up pt at buona vista, me--clementi pick up pt..sad lah..tot we can do together.. in the end they lidat separate us..aiyoh..ok..its alright if the new pple that i noe are nice... BUT! again i'm so sury tt my partner happnes to b such an act seh guy.. seriously.. i've never seen anyone who's more act seh than this one.. sian+sian... feel like killing myself.. haha.. no.. feels like giving him a punch on the face lah..so i was like trying to self entertain.. look at pple..look at their shoes..their bag.. saw a couple of familier faces... but still.. sian... luckily got these two gers from my fac.. sabrina n jess.. they came over to tok to me for a while.. but still.. the things we are supposed to do are diff.. n they went off quite early... then everythign was sian sian sian until this guy from my fac came lah.. actually i noe who he is lah..but we never talk.. the ice was broken when he ask," were u one of teh three who always sat infront of us in the lt?" haha.. tt was funny.. cos.. i also never rem their names.. but i always call them the three who sits behind us.. yes.. we use locations instead of names to identify pple.. so it was better lah.. tho we are not tt close.. to like tok alot.. at least got someone talk to me lo.. and somemore same sch.. more common topics.. yupz.. the act seh guy went off earlier then left with two of us.. think we are so tired lah.. aiyoh.. and so.. i stood there for 9 hrs... including having lunch(yes... i dun even have the chance to sit down n have my lunch)..dunno y m i so suey to get these kind of job everytime...
so..enough of play... loads of work piling up now.. heard tt nex week lab report is gonna b 10 pages long...then the fatal week.. wk 12..3 weeks laters.. there are two quizzes and 2 presentations.. win liao lo.. and the week after tt.. is... exams already... mat sc and maths assignment to be handed in nex week and must do research already... think i gonna collapse soon.. really...
went to run just now! and im feeling so refreshed! yes.. think its excercise which i've been lacking.. haha.. wanted to go stadium n run.. who knows.. im so suey tt they have an event there.. so went on.. and started to run round the whole tp.. haha.. k lah..think the dist quite short.. cos i start from stadium then stop at my hse.. din run for the sec round.. but still.. like the feeling after running.. heh.. quite happy today.. cos finally a break is here.. erm.. a few hrs i guess.. cos today lesson ended early and tml sch starts 1130.. but wellz.. think i'm misusing the time again.. cos din touch my tut yet..still got lab report agai..sian! n.. nex wk.. there are two assignments waiting for me to clear.. weekends gonna b busy cos fri gona have dinner with tito peeps(but till now.. still dunno wat to eat.. cos some have financial problems n got two can eat meat on fri..headache! sometimes i really dun like to organise stuff.. but its very sad to see their bdae just pass without anyone celebrating for them..its already belated le)..sat is NTU open hse.. we are goin to help.. and tt means the whole day is down.. cos we have to report at 830 n it will end ard 1900... 10 hrs..hiong.. but wells.. its another kind of experience.. still got vincent's lect.. test on nec nec week i guess..and.. after a while.. its gonna b exams le! sian! busy busy! tho not now lah.. haha...
oh..for those who may b reading my blog.. haha.. help me do this! http://kevan.org/johari?name=fang09 haha..so sorry tt they did not show wat i think of myself in.. but i really think tt i got click leh! haha.. wellz... anyway.. wat i put are.. self conscious, sensible, dependable, patient, adaptable and giving.. haha.. hope tt i dun rem wrongly..dun puke ok.. haha.. its just a test rite.. heez...
okie! tml sch starts at 1130.. yeah! aa good rest for me.. n i slack lots of time away liaoz.. hope i can b more determined n less distracted from my work leh.. aiyohz..
what will you do if u have a friend who is attention seeking? always wanting you to listen to him and wanting you to agree with him always? will you snatch the 'stage' from him? tell him tt you are not comfortable with him? or just keep quiet nodding your head at times to show tt u are 'paying attention'? or try to aviod him as much as u can just to avoid any conflict?
thermo is finaly over!~~ tho i udn think i will do well.. haiz.. two days of work.. shud feel lucky when the paper isn't that hard... finally.. can get a small small break.. tho have effective com assignment and kt told us tt wat we did isn't very right.. oh no.. time is running out.. and.. i dun really know what are the research tt we are supposed to do.. chamm.. think can forget abt the tutorials liao.. hahaz
today lab was quite funny.. pair up with linda..then opp us were ivan kt and this guy whom i dunno his name..the lab was something tt is related to kinetics..iodine thingy.. very time consuming n all are repetitions la..but we always know how to self entertain..linda had a great time playin with ice lo.. hahaz.. n i think we are so suey la.. lots of things crop up.. like some of the chemical spill into the bath.. and our solutions dun turn brown even we add quite a few drops of starch.. maybe we put too put ice lah.. haha.. we were not tt serious actually..haha..maybe we add wrong chemicals inside liao.. hahaz..
gave sandy her 21st birthday present which is the mizuno bag and a blue white vball(its really very nice..) can tell tt she's qui9te happy with it.. heez.. very scared tt we buy her somethign tt she dun like...
watch the xiao yuan superstar just now.. the hc boy is not bad ah.. abit stunned cos wat i rem is tt he's voice isn't tt nice.. but overall his performance is very confortable lo.. and his voice is those smooth smooth type.. not bad.. then got this guy call adriano.. haha.. think he's cute leh.. hahaz.. and today's his performance is quite funny lah.. he say david's my anata.. the overall performance is quite good.. heez.. hope tt the two of them will stay.. hehz..
k..gtg n do my intro for assignment.. headache.. tot got some time to do tutorial le.. but.. seems like assignment 2 more impt.. cannot be selfish lah.. maybe just for this week.. nex week then chiong tutorial..
dunno why leh.. suddenly feel like going ktv! i miss ktv! i miss vball! k.. very out of pt.. bye pple!time to rush!
went to get sandy's present this morning.. and.. the one they reserve is not the one tt we wanted! sadz.. he claims tt for this colour n design, there's no more in stock in singapore in the near future.. so in the end.. bought the bigger one.. tho i dun really like the design tt much.. but.. its big enough lah.. so hopefully she can bring it to sch..
wellz.. so after getting the present.. rushed to pc for training which we think tt its starting at 230.. but who knows.. when im on 232.. joy called.. and says tt there's no trainning today.. pengz.. im still so prepared to go n play ball.. two weeks din touch le.. so in the end.. i still went to meet them first.. the funny thing is tt most of us are there.. wanyu xinhui joy peijun shelia janet.. haha.. how come all of us din hear him say at all... yes.. so.. we feel so lost.. staring at the vacant court.. no keys.. can't set up net too.. can't open the cage for balls.. went to mac for a while then go back le.. wat a sian day..
shall go n start thermo again.. still stuck in the middle.. sighz.. tml grandma's bdae.. how to study.. have to squeeze time out again...
wellz.. its been one mth plus since we last chatted.. i guess its just another passing crush liek wat kuan n clarice said.. maybe its better tt way ba.. at least can study without much distractions.. hahaz..
another tiring week!haiyohz.. rem i mention abt the guy whom.. i dunno how to face when sch reopen.. surprisingly.. he can behave as nothing has happened b4.. wellz.. seriously.. i really cannot understand him.. how come a guy can hmmz..mood swing.. so sensitive and everything.. haha.. nvm.. perhaps this is a better way ba..maybe i just cannot handle guys..and now.. everything back to normal..hope that he wun like once every three month mood swing .. i cannot tahan one lo.. work load is enough for me to vomit le.. dun let these frenship kindof thing bother me pls.. but still..after this incident.. i really look into the things tt i do.. perhaps i'm just too insensitive at times? haha.. if u guys suddenly feel tt how come yanfang become so conscious of herself.. ahaha.. sorry abt tt.. but i really need some time to get over it.. haha.. frens already then i like tt.. wonder how will i b like when erm.. im married.. hhahaa..
wellz.. today is sandy's birthdae.. haha.. same as ning's one.. din celebrate it with her cos her classmates book her first.. boohoo.. but still.. nex week we'll celebrate too.. was thinking of a small...mini amazing race for them.. haha.. but dunno if they will enjoy it or not...
after our discussion for effective com, me n clarice went city hall to buy hl n sandy their present.. we are so tired tt we doze off on the train.. when we open our eyes.. everybody were like giving the why-are-u-so-tired-look.. hahaz.. luckily we din miss our stop.. the town during fri nite is really so crowded..sometimes really gives me a headache.. haha.. went to shop for a while.. and clarice seem to b so happy with all the dresses! haha.. dun deny tt the white one we saw at mango is really nice.. n i think she got the figure to wear it leh.. haha.. but then.. 200 bucks! so sad.. maybe she'll have to wait for another 15 mths.. haha.. when she's 21 i guess.. but she claims tt its not something very practical.. true lah.. haha.. can't be expecting her to wear it to...sch? engine lehz.. haha...
so..back to the present..sandy's one we roughly got the idaea of wat to buy already le.. so the headache was buying HL's one.. haha.. cos her new urban male bag very ex ah.. haha.. shud have taken tt discount thingy from ben.. haa.. then it will be in budget.. then we came across this mango handbag which we tot tt suits her alot.. and its one of those that she can even take it when she come out for work..then come out to shop..
then .. for sandy.. we bought a mizuno bag for her.. haha.. ok lah.. haven buy yet.. tml need ta make a trip to paragon branch cos the marina sq branch do not have one.. sadz.. hope she wil like it too! it will look nice on her.. haha.. also.. we bought a vball for her.. still wondering if we shud write anythin on the ball leh.. so nice tt.. bu she de to write anything on it.. haha.. shall see how..
yeapx.. so i need ta do some accounting for the budget le.. nex week again.. busy busy week.. thermo test.. assignment 2 due.. ntu open hse... and think i'm taking special sem elective.. cos the three mth hols.. will bo going overseas and busy with the senior camp.. kindof hard to stay in a admin job.. cos need ta take so many leave.. hope the temp job in sch wil b available to us.. it'll b more flexible in tt way.. now goin off for thermo! sian...35% n two days to prepare onli.. n never do his tutorial b4..must jiayou le!
just saw my maths results.. hmm.. wellz.. got 55 while the average is 66... so.. shud i be happy? pass but below average? aiyohz.. dunno lah... too tired to feel happy or sad...
wellz..this weeks is the very tiring week.. luckily no organic chem tutorial tml.. so.. my first lesson will be 1230! hooray! hahha.. tt means can leave hse at 11.. and.. wake up at 10! and after this i gonna take a nap.. shuangz.. haha..
ydae went to bunk at sis place.. bobian cos this week got two quizzes and i spent all my break on lab report and organic chem(it was quite hard i think.. so.. its wasted effort again..sighz..) maybe its another below average thingy.. sadz.. met clarice at 10 to go mug(sustain tech tml lo..and i o0nli started ydae..think gonna put as SU liao...heck.. dun really like the lecturer.. he's just from a diff world ba)..went to can a.. its quite a good place i think.. windy and large tables..and there are quite a few grps mugging there too... studied until abt 130 then we walk back.. her hall quite near mine.. it was quite nice lah..not becos of the work but managed to talk abit here n there.. hardly get the time to really sit down n tok le.. during sch time just run here n there just to reach the place on time.. how i wish nex sem can stay hall.. linda oso.. then we can study n join some fun stuff like.. kickboxing? hahha.. sound interesting to me lehz.. heh.. but still.. have so many things to go thru.. my mom.. and money part.. sighz... duno should i work or should i go for the special sem to clear some of my work load.. if i going for specail sem.. tt means half of my hols gone again.. sighz.. still thinking..
sustain tech test tml and thermo on mon.. thermo is the worst cos weighs 35%..buang tt means.. gone case le.. headache leh!