wah..this morning got one skool got cross-country.. then har...157 is like so packed loh... can't even get up to stand.. normally still got space for mi to stand one.. then ah.. jieli asked whether wan to share cab anot.. then i like dun mind lah.. but in the end no taxi came.. then he suggested that we take 163 then go to the bus stop before the macritchie reservoir... but in the end 163 just go pass braddel heights(or view? i forgot) that busstop.. wah sian..then it turn right towards the angmo kio side.. i pengz liao.. in the end still haf to walk underpass over to take 74.. haha.. somemore stand all the way at the door there till the hc bus stop.. then i pia to the class bench.. in end realised that there's no flag raising... wah all the effort.. mayb i shud just stay at my bus stop and wait for another 157.. haha..
ok.. today jarnei asked the drink stall uncle one qtn.. hahah.. i listen i wanna peng diao too... she wanted to buy pink dolphine mah..then she asked the uncle," uncle ah, do they kill pink dolphines to produce this?" wah.. jarnei.. i wanna bai4 u liao lah.. haiyohz..
oh my..this is bad.. i have to wear glasses!!!!!its will be my first time wearing it.. so sad.. still tot that i've gotten over the 'peak' period(to mi most pple start wearing glasses around primary skool time). and now i'm starting to wear glasses in j2!! wah sian.. it will be so mafan loh.. its like there is something that is blocking my face.. dunno lah.. very very sad.. hai.. oh..then the person sae i got san guang.. somemore short sighted..but in the end we forgot to ask him how many degrees.. hahah..farnie.. then tt person oso neber sae... aiyoh.. i really dun want to wear glasses... i wan my perfect eyesight back!!!
watched brotherhood today.. its really a very nice show! the war scenes are very real i think.. those that cannot take it may find it disgusting lah..yup..its worth watching.. not just because the two lead actors are yandao lah(acty the actress oso very chio wo..haha).. but the meaning behind the story.. its like wat's the pt of fighting when all of them are the same.. is it just because of a stupid idealogy difference.. does the pple fighting noe what are they fighting for? perhaps they don't even noe the diff between the two idealogies at all.. cos to them.. they only have to fight in order to live.. or maybe let the ones they love live..
wah..now my skin is peeling loh..hai.. feel like some snake or watever..haha..out of pt.. kk..its like..hmm...6 weeks to prelims!! hmm..but i'm still enjoying.. had pe today.. then after that pia home.. cos haf to bath and meet my sis at around 6 cos she's treating me spider man2..aiyoh.. rushed there... messaged her whetehr she want bubble tea..then noe wat.. she sae she's still at suntec!! haha.. i really wan to bai4 her liao loh.. so sian lah... neber bring any work... somemore so hungry and no discman.. hp no batt so cannot play game oso.. then bo bian loh..go entertainment mac eat my dinner first.. haha.. feels weird.. eating alone.. if i'm not waiting for my sis ah.. i rather da bao home liew.. then took a chinese newspaper to read...cos i'm really so bored!! haha.. then no angmo one.. the other one is malay.. so bobian lah.. read the chinese one.. haha.. to think i got tons of work at home i can still sit there relax read newspaper.. haha.. k..luckily she's still on time for the7 show.. yup.. its not bad lah.. the harry guy is quite yandao.. haha.. but neber enjoy that much cos think i'm quite tired...can't help yawning in the middle of the show..haha.. then my sis was like saying i too stressed le issit.. haha.. really stressed loh.. after the show... she passsed me my present... an earphone.. cos my sony one is abit spoilt.. one side can hear then the other one sometimes can hear sometimes cannot hear.. yup.. went to the nearby food court to see wat to eat.. but then ah..she is like so indecisive.. hahah.. we walk abt two rounds le loh.. haha.. in the end went back to mac..then she da bao... yup.. so tt's for today..still have to do maths tutorial.. tomolo watchin brotherhood.. yay!! haha.. but no time to study again.. hai... unless i dun sleep so early.. aiyoh... confirm become panda again..haha..
shall type something while waiting for my hair to dry..today i'm super duper tired.. haha... at first arranged with yy to meet at around 6.45 at toapayoh control.. in the end ah.. for the first time i really dunno why.. forgot to set my alarm ! then my ma's alarm was spoilt too.. i was like jump out of the bed suddenly loh.. and realised that it was already 7..and i'm not changed.. haven prepare anything.. i tot yy already reach the station.. so i called her.. haha..but in the end..she's also sleeping! then we pia taxi there.. end up reaching there earlier than joy they all.. haha
our grp is S30.. so suey.. taliie's grp is s29..so we will be meetin them in our first set.. tallie so tall..somemore got shortie set for him.. so ah..got quite a few thunder balls we cannot get up.. haha.. i even turn my shoulders while receiving the last ball loh.. but hor.. think our grp played not bad leh.. better than i tot.. cos at first i was thinking maybe we will be like paiseh then neber play ball..no mo qi lah.. but in the end.. still not bad leh.. haha.. think wei jie and kian yong are really nice pple lah.. haha..
then for the second match.. we were like guessing,..whoes s27.. who noes ah.. its that xie zhang yuan's grp lah.. wah sian.. go beach vball oso see him.. he even spike a ball which is too fast for mi and directly it my face..kaoz..the effect is immediate... tears just roll out from my eyes lah..still a bit pain now.. wait i go and burn down his skool he will noe loh.. hmm..but the score was quite close.. the net is like super short..should haf won lehz...
then after that my team..yy kianyong weijie me went back to the place where we put our bags lah.. then we started to eat the fruit cake that joy ah wei bought for mi(thanks!) haha..think we put outside for too long le.. then its like all become bery nua.. haha..but still quite nice.. haha.. feels like we are in holiday ..eating cake at sunset bay really noe how to enjoy life.. so nice.. hee..yup..then we are out le loh.. then mi and yy haf to rush off after the third set cos we have to go for the ndp preview..
oh..so we pia taxi to kallang again..(today our transport all very smooth)reached there around three.. the waiting part is terrible with all the pauses and sitting on the floor... we are like so burnt and tired.. so of cos not energetic at all.. but the goodie bag is good lah..alot of things..haha.. sorry for being auntie here..but the torch light is quite cute..its like joy's hp loh.. haha..then the firework is nice!! haha...some got shapes like heart lah.. then some like can sparkle like tt.. hmm..dunno how to describe..but its really very nice...hahahah.. think for the actual day must go somewhere near to see the fireworks!! kk.. i'm soo tired now..goin to sleep le...nitez!
hohoz!! today is my birthday!!somehow in hc like not alot pple that i noe are born in july lehz.. cannot even find one twin(same bdae as mi) lehz.. last time 4i siong chong same bdae as mi..tho.. we like neber acknowledge each other lah.. wah..i'm still so full from the sakae that we eat.. wah.. so shiok.. tis time ate buffet.. so no need to count and count and see whether i got eat over wat i can pay.. haha.. too bad sharon and xx dun eat so much.. so in the end only mi jarnei mich qian fu yy eat buffet..xx sharon ate BK.. sharon went home without mi saying bye to her wo..hahah.. then after that we went to walk around..kia kia.. then giodano got this 20% discount for all the bdae pple.. i din buy anything lah.. but jarnei bought one jeans and two top.. wah..felt that i'm being li4 yong4 loh.. haha.. after that went taka.. then they all ask mi to go try this top lah.. aiyoh.. think i look weird.. too fat le lahz.. but they sae look ok...hmm.. so i think mebbe can gif it a try.. hahaha..cos dey sae want to change my wardrobe.. too many op blue and yellow shirt.. (acty i oso got red ones leh..just that u all neber see rite..) yah.. but i think tt shirt they bought is nice lah.. hmm..the colour not bad..i quit like its lah.. caught my attention when i first saw it at bishan j8 but din buy as usual cos dun have the money..think it really looks weird on mi.. haha.. hey gers...thanks for the present and the company k..hee.. so long din really got out in such a large grp.. hee.. somemore now its the busy period.. yup yup.. then to all those that wish mi happpy bdae.. thanks alot.. especially xinning.. so happie that u still rem my bdae wo..oh.. then still got kuan.. the cushion u gave mi.. haha.. think now i'm always hugging it(ok.. i sound so girlish manz and this cushio is pink..) when i'm doin my tutorials.. so comfortable.. until i wan to sleep le.. haha.. my ma was like playing with it.. hmm...sounds weird.. but she really played with it.. hahhaa..its like she's in her bubble space that nite when i saw that lah.. haha.. in her fifties le wo..but the heart like younger than mine..
okok.. tis coming sat got beach volley.. wah.. have to meet at harbour front at 7.30.. that's so early.. wah.. then haf to pia to kallang at three..cos watching ndp preview.. hee.. its two things at one go.. hahah.. will b realy tired.. but got fireworks.. so i dun mind at all!! haha... better dun rain on tt day k..
the feeling of playing competitive vball is just too great..din really realised it until today when we went to peichun to play vball... at first we thought that the lim's open team is training so mebbe we can go chap lahz.. haha.. not in the team cos the tournament is in august this year.. it will be around prelims lah.. so lim dun let us join.. studies more impt.. yah.. we also dun wan cos need to study mahz..but in the end realised that they are only meeting the sponser.. hmm..but the trip is not wasted.. hee.. at first the young primary kids are training.. so the two courts are used up.. we played in the small space in between.. perhaps i have said this many times.. but i'm very impressed by how the kids play.. alot of them.. though their sizes are so small.. they have a big heart.. they are never scared of playing with a team that is much more bigger size than them or much faster than them.. this spirit.. i believe.. not everyone will have it.. somehow.. every time after watching the kids play..some.. as young as p3 are already learning how to serve.. then some.. maybe p4 are serving upperhand.. nobody can deny that they are strong.. i'll feel inspired to play again..indeed.. its a luxury to be able to make noise and play well and work together as a team.. maybe everyone can be in chaos.. but in the end..we still managed to get the ball up and hit it over.. its really fun..the feeling of being able to jump and spike..being able to serve a nice ball.. being able to receive a ball and roll is just too good.. really dunno how to describe this.. maybe to other pple..today is just a simple day that just play ball.. but to me.. its quite fun.. mebbe i never really jump and spike for quite some time.. heez..
the past week wasn't very good for me..received both chem and maths on the first day of school..got F and O respectively..my intuition told me that i will get OFF.. many pple say it won't happen..but still..two of it has become reality.. so i think i definitely get F for physics again.. i really hope that i'm wrong.. but why am i always correct in terms of these bad things.. but i only have myself to blame for this disgusting result.. sometimes i feel like crying.. why have i become like that..used to take my work so seriously..but now.. i just don't understand why.. but after some thoughts.. its just some results.. there are still many other things in this world which are worth crying for.. i do not know why i have lost the motivation to study.. perhaps its after Os.. when the results had really disappoint me since then.. i always have to question myself.. maybe what i perceived of myself is totally wrong in the first place.. maybe i am just not up to the standard.. maybe i am just not that capable.. why should i come to this school in the first place.. perhaps heaven has arranged it so that i'm posted to AJ after Os.. perhaps i may not struggle so hard if i go to AJ.. or is there any struggle at all?or is it all wrong in the first place? i don't know.. maybe its just wrong for me to appeal.. now i still have to worry about chan asking my mom to come and talk to her.. i can imagine that scenario.. scenario that chan is asking," are u sure that u have studied?" i don't know how to answer this.. if i say that i've studied.. does this mean that i am just plain dumb for not doing well.. if i say that i've not studied.. he will say that why shouldn't i study in the long june hols.. maybe you all can say chan will understand.. but to a certain extent.. i really think that he does not like me.. i do not know why.. i always have a feeling that he thinks that i don't fit into this school with my results... and he thinks that tho my results are not good.. i don't even bother to go and study.. maybe u can say that i should not use teacher as an excuse.. but deep down.. i think that i am reallly very scared.. scared of making mistakes.. the feeling is just like no matter what i do i will still get the things wrong.. i really don't know how to overcome this..and i'm quite tired about this.. though i know that its so timid for me to say that i m scared of making mistakes..i don't mind being reprimended by the tutors.. but i don't want to disgrace my mom.. to her.. i'm a studious and hardworking girl.. but what she have in mind is the old me back in primary school.. she defended so much for me for that last meet the parent session.. how is she suppose to answer to them this time? think i've put her in such a difficult situation.. i'm sorry..
just received my gp special class tutor's email... hahah.. to remind us to do our work and hand in the nex gp lesson... hahaha.. she list down the names who din do lohz.. hahha.. realised that its almost the whole class that din do the work.. other classes onli a few din do.. haha.. we ar slack manz...
yesterday woke up so early lor.. haha..8.30... then we(ah wei joy mi yy) started to play mahjong at joy's place...in between got bridge and daidee.. wah.. yy went off for her dental a while.. then came back..think we stop around six ba... its like...hmm...8++ hours? kaoz...just sit there lehz...scary... hhaha.. then we went down joy's house to swim.. ah wei dunno how to swim onez..then she look so inactive in water!! hahaha.. very cute... a doraemon in water...haha... then yy have to take out her spects.. its the onli time i can bully her lohz.. hahaha.. but in the end the three of them still bully mi lah..
went to bishan stadium there to play badminton with mich sharon jarnei yy today..the courts are all booked so in the end we have to wait for an hour.. saw those young young gymnasts practising... they are really very graceful.. and they can all do cartwheels and somersaults!haha.. so we played badminton lohz.. wah.. my right hand is like shaking non-stop...can't control my hand after we played..
then we went to the swimming complex to swim.. haha.. so shiok.. the water is so so so coool and nice... we went to the 1m pool..played the big big plastic ball.. hahah.. dun look like 18 at all...then went to swim one lap with jarnei in the deeper pool.. went over to mich they all again.. then nat nat(mich bro) and sarah(her funky maid who wore a hundred plus blucks swimming costume wo..so willing to spend..but she is very nice lah...then i think she is more of a friend to mich family rather than a maid lahz..which is quite good..) are already there..nat nat is so cute!! haha.. then he always shout for his jie jie.. haha.. always loooking so lost without mich beside him wo.. and he's like so happy when he can see mich.. his voice very high pitch mah.. haha.. then mich want him to lower his pitch.. haha.. duh... haven break voice mah.. hahah.. think mich really scared he become chan.. hahah.. she is like so happy that he dun play with power puff girls anymore.. hahah..think i will be so so happy if i got a bro too... can play leh.. then sharon was learning how to swim.. at first she uses a float.. improve very fast wo.. then after tt she practises without a float.. cos she haven learn how to raise her head up mah.. so its like she can onli paddle with her head in the water...she can stay very long inside loh..her breathe is bery long ...no wonder is band one lah..haha.. then she wanted to learn the hand part and breathing part...but not enough time.. so have to leave le.. next time we swim once more k... hope can tone my fats.. hahah.. but dun want shoulders to be broader lah..my head is already so small..if shoulders broader then its more improportionate le lor.. hahaz..
skool starts tomolo! haf to do the compre afterwards...sianz.. luckily its a slack day tomolo... got pe..can play..hopefully its someting nice..hahah..then goin to meet aining joel ken jc after skool...watching ye man shi jie..heez...
just came back from sunset bay! haha.. radiating heat now.. but quite shuang.. so long neber really go under sun and tan myself.. yup yup.. but hate my white spots lah.. aiyoh.. think its getting worst... even after the tanning.. then we saw alot of pple there... at first is zhongjie and yeeling.. haha.. holding hands walking towards the bus...so sweet sia.. haha..then we are like thinkin..better make ourselve dissappear.. dun make them paiseh.. wah.. hmm...then met a few vball pple.. oso got some we bu shuang one..haha..but dunno why kept on meeting tt person..wah sianzz.. then there are alot pple there.. some are really those pro ones..alot of pple there lah..then we neber really go into the court and play...just stayed outside the court.. cos the net like so tall... think we enjoy more without the net cos no need to disrupt the play like the ball not over the net lah etc etc.. yup.. so after tt just go into the water.. the usual stuff.. then go makan le.. hmm..today is really a good day to relax...shuang ahz..
oh..then yest auntie gang went out together.. went to town lah.. at first 174 like so many pple.. we are like.. aiyoh.. cannot get up lah.. must wait..sianz..this type of mood.. then 171 came..then i tap tap sharon i think.. then the others oso go the message.. hahah.. we are like chioning for tt bus.. xx was like saying.. msut be fast..dun tell anyone..wait otehrs oso come squeeze with us.. hahha.. quite farnie.. then on the bus we tok for a while..then suddely we will have silence.. hahha.. wonder y are we so stone manz.. got 8 gers leh.. other pple like onli 2 gers make more noise than us loh.. hahah... then went to pasta mania.. yup.. then walk around.. went kino.. bought soething for kuan..then the others like flipping thru the guiness world book record.. hahaha..then xx told us abt this book of answers.. haha.. all of us like stand there.. then concentrating and stroking the book.. haha..think we really need some directions or wateever.. or exam too stressed up le lah.. haha.. quite farnie loh..then we start to play play liao.. hahha..got some answers quite farnie..
sharon,"will i do well for A levels?" book"ask ur mother" hahha..this type can ask mother one meh.. haha
jarnei,"will i do well in A levels?" book," you don't really care"then we all just burst out into laughter.. hahaha..
xx,"will i be successful in her jian fei ji hua?" book,"you must be more adventurous" hahha... we are like wonder... how?
mi,"will i meet wj again?" book," ask your father" then i was like.. huh? my father.. hahah..he really noe tt person lohz..
think yy has got the best answers.. but not good to say it out here lah... she asked three qtns .. the answers seem to really link up each other.. yup.. we are like quite hapie for her.. cos i really believe tt its true lah.. i choose to believe tis.. no matter how not true are the answers to our other qtns..i still think tt for hers..they are true.. hope she oso can believe tis.. okie..then after orchard went to chomp chomp eat.. wah.. stingray is really nice manz.. still got the fried tofu.. haha.. after tt went mich's house to watch the movie last samurai.. though i watched it before...still think that its very nice... the jap guy..the head lah..forgot his name.. is very seh.. he can really act lehz.. think some part of the movie i really feel touched.. yup.. but neber cry out ah... not like first time watching.. jarnei is like at the side guessing wat will happen next and wat will happen in the end..then mi and mich like have to ask them to watch themselves then can feel wat's so nice abt the show.. mich watched this show 4 times liew..yah loh... after tt mich father set us home.. shuang sia.. haha.. thanks for the ride wo.. :)
yup..gonna lax for a few days..then have to wake up early everyday..sianz... but got somethings that will be fun for this term i think..hopefully they dun turn up to b sian lah.. the carnival..MAf..beach vball competition..nat day preview(yay! can see fireworks!!)hope tt tis term will b a nice one!