haiyo.. todae went to help out in some sports seminar... so sian!! haiyo..rotted there for like 9 hours? wat a good start for the hols manz.. haha... brought my op blue blue sling bag to skool todae..onli first dae carry leh.. haha..kena niaoed by tyy and dennis the moment we step out of 157.. haha.. really want like that treat mi lor.. haiyo.. watever i do is wrong manz.. but got used to it liaoz.. dunno hwo to describe the seminar leh.. sian? haha.. halfway thru went ke ai ji to eat.. then after lunch came back.. hmm.. was rotting and rottin all the way.. and to be more sad ah.. hadn't been doin any work for teh past three days.. then to be more optimisstic.. its just the startin of hols!1 haha..tt's wat i told myself.. aiyohz.. got so many movies that i wan to watch.. day after tomorrow..shrek 2.. harry potter.. troy.. and think upcoming got one korean movie call brotherhood.. wah..but no money at all.. how tell mi how.. try to spend lesser on eating le.. haha.. then in the end still like tt.. think i really spend too much le lahz..and seriously i really want to watch day after tomorrow!! ahz!!tomolo go joy house swim swim.. hahah.. hope it will be fun! yay..
hai..wrote some stuff in the class blog.. dunno whether i m too harsh or not.. hai..watever.. feeling better after voicing out wat i feel.. yah.. think alot of pple will b unhappy with mi lah.. haiyo... just hope for the good lohz.. haha..
saw this quote in one of the chinese books i flipped thru in world bookfair today..
“有些事我們花太多時間去想而不夠時間去做。。”
think it is worth thinking ba..cos sometimes.. i think that we have hesitated too long that we may miss our chance or do not have enough time to do it.. yup..
hmm..today is the last day of skool!! haha...by right should be more enthu about this..but har..everyone is like so sian diao liao...think must be the maths lecture that is making us sleep lor.. really got learn new things lahz.. haha..watever..
just reach home.. hai.. so sian..yy mich and jarnei are staying over at sharon's house..wah liew.. must be having fun right now lor.. sighz.. so after skool rite.. the skool is as empty as usual.. haha..think all classes should release at the same time lah.. like tt more noisy.. more like the last dae of skool manz.. then we float and float to orchard.. went far east..but seems like there is so little pple..wah sian loh..wonder where are all the pple wo.. dun tell mi is the have dinner with ur family thingy..duh... then around five we set off for sharon's house.. haiyo..at first every one sian diao.. jarnei's engine is like goin to off soon..then dunno what happen..they start to niao mi again..really must bring in chan lor.. haha..all no link at all lehz.. haha..then somemore they can develope the stories from nothing ..everyone on the train was like staring at us.. haiyohz..
then we auntie auntie ahz..went to jurong pt ntuc to buy all the things..cos we going to cook again.. this time salad ahz.. then we buy all the fruits.. the part when we are choosing the watermelon very farnie.. haha.. we are like staring at the watermelons and stoned for such a long time.. then we dunno what to do with all the watermelons.. haha.. so i rem my ma always hit the watermelon to see whether got sound anot.. then got this little ger ger baby ahz..she stared at mi wo.. hahah.. think i too scary le..then she too stunned to see mi.. tyy even resort to talking to the watermelon lohz.. haha..siao one.. sae wat.. "u must be sweet ok..we are buying u" pengz... then all the pple stare at us like we are crazy women lah.. cos in the whole supermarket hor.. no haf jc students leh..we are really auntie lorz.. hahah.. dun care abt image le lahz..duno why ah...when i join jc.. outings become so related to food.. hahah.. at first is xx's quest for good foods... we went for katong laksa..bak kut teh(tt time even pon physics lect to eat)..chesse cake..yummy! hahah.. then now.. go pple's house to cook.. like last time mich house cook sushi..now salad.. hahah..like that how to lose weight.. and our salads are all big big tubs one.. we ate one can fruit cocktail,one can longan,one can lychee.. two corn..cabbage..one whole watermelon..four crystal pears(correct name?) five apples.. three oranges.. three mango..small tomatoes...somemore tyy and i ate one cup noodle each lah.. compared to gers ah..our appetite is very very very large.. haha.. its quite fun leh..as in the preparing part.. duno whoa.. think i canot sound like an auntie..cannot b housewife lahz..very sian.. haha.. so now.. i am still very very full.. wah.. seem's like tis is a very long-winded entry.. hahha... mi too loh soh lahz.. hee...
and to everyone.. happy holidays!!! blk test is near..but still must rem to relax k!! :D
pon skool todae...wah so shiok..wake up at around 12 leh.. so tt means i slept for around 13 hours..oh man..feel like a pig lahz..haha.. but think chan very angry.. oops.. heard that yy mi mich sharon bingliang and jeremy neber go..so think our row is very short lah..no wonder chan chan angry.. hope that he will accept the parents letter man.. hmm..at most cs.. write essay again lor.. then went to entertainment mac to do hmwk with yy and joy..then joy left around 2..forgot to bring my charged particles notes..think tomolo there's test.. haiyo..my physics is like sai.. hai..when can i get out of this.. did chem remedial hmwk n quantum tutorial..tt's all.. hopefully i can finish my maths complex tutorials.. or best..most of my overdue tutorials..time is running out..but i'm always slacking..
yesterday some things happen..hmm..the feelin of liking someone but knows that he likes ur fren is so terrible..she even wanted to stop herself from liking that person..hai..feeling so helpless..din noe wat to do...cos tis kind of thingy there's nothing we can change.. we can just watch and let it happen.. then this guy who likes this girl is trying very hard to control and hide his feelings too.. wonder why is he doing so.. cos his fren also likes this girl? i don't know.. just that i see already quite gek sim lahz.. its very xin ku to control every moves.. hai... why must these type of things happen manz.. and all evolves around my frens..
oh..went for jubilation yesterday.. wah.. din noe that marina sq was havin such big renovation thingy.. at first still tot that we can go mos burger and eat.. cos compare to mac ahz.. its like better mahz... but in the end...after all the finding..and whatsoever... realise that its under renovation..wah..sianz.. so in the end ate mac again lor..hai.. consecutive two daes leh..
oh..after that went to watch the concert..hmm...was still worrying that i will sleep leh.. haha.. but in the end realise that its not bad whoaz..firstly ah..the seats are quite special.. haha.. we got circle seats..then it was the cheapest one..so we are thinking its those that cannot even see the face one.. wah..in the end not bad leh... good view lorz..somemore quite special.. like those theatre house vip seat leh.. hahah...then the surround sound is so seh lah...mi n XX was still thinking..where they receive the sound...cos its quite good leh... but no mikes.. then har..we concluded that its the surround too qiang liao..so no need mike.. no wonder is esplanade lah...but i think that the pple there are so unfrenly..how to ask foreigners come..aiyohz..k.mi tokin crap... oh..then got this j1 guy who sang solo for the song YESTERDAY... oh my.. the voice is so so so strong yet still got control lah... think he is the first guy that i am so impressed with his voice leh...really heart melt sia.. haha.. seriously think he can try to go for competition le lor.. haha.. or maybe go sing opera.. like kit chan.. seh seh.. hahah..then XX was saying.. 會唱歌的男人真的很有魅力。。which i totally agree lah.. haha..
so after tt go home.. sianz.. todae skool is so so boring.. cos there's no j1s..the whole building is like some abandoned haunted house lah.. then its like no flag raising.. should just pon leh.. hai.. in the morning onli mich yy n mi.. out of the 10 gers lehz.. think j1 tis year very shuang..can learn new things...last year we neber like tt leh.. haiyo..this period of time teacher just nag nag nag ask us to study for blk1.. wah.. unfair unfair... wed tio CS..at first tot can go swim with they all...hai..think the plan is gone liew lor...
hmm...the day was quite ok all along...went to tp to meeet tyy then go joy's house study..hmm..slack alot... had a prank on my bro... hmm..not bad lah.. joy's house was quite conducive.. seems like her old house too.. haha.. the feelin all the same... then the scenary very very good sia..
hai.. but the day wasn't that good at the evening...sigh.. my house's fridge was spoiled..yah.. so bobian have to go and buy.. but its like todae's outing is sort of arrange liao lah...i have already told her about it and she even said its ok.. so in the end she just call mi around 7.. then i was already preparing to go .. so asked her where and when to meet her... she just scold and scold...saying that the shops wil be closed by the time i reach there..then i was thinking.. 'so u wan mi to go tomolo isssit' then she started to scold again... saying that i dun wan to go home blah blah.. its not tt i dun wanna go home lor.. saying 總有一天我會變壞的。。i was like...so fed up... to mi..what has it got to do with goin to a frens house and talk relax with becoming a bad girl?
yah.. i agree that she dotes on mi.. spends alot on mi.. puts in lots and lots of effort on me.. but does that mean that i cannot even have a set of thinking of my own? she always say that both my pa and mi don't care about the family..and that we just dump everything on her.. but whenever i give suggestions.. does she ever accept?even small things like how to cook noodles she also wan to say all the steps.. if i like miss out any..then she will scold and scold sayinh i never listen to her.. she just think that she is alwaes right.. and my pa is like that too.. tt's y both of them always quarrel..but to me there's no such thing that a person will be always right..i agree that sometimes i am wrong..but that does not mean that she will be right too.. i will admit if it is really wrong..i think what is more important is that i can learn something in the process... if i were to follow every single step that is told by her.. perhaps i will neber fail.. but i will not have a taste of failing..so what will happen if one day i have to go without her...she will neber know.. sometimes.. i really feel that she is very possessive..i've even tot about it.. yah..perhaps its because i'm her only daughter..when i was young..its onli her and mi.. but now... i have to divide my time ..i need time for my friends, volleyball and school work too...but it all seems like she dun understand this at all.. since young.. i feel that i got no freedom .. whenever my friends want to go out to have lunch and talk.. she will definitely come to that place and find mi.. and wants mi home immediately.. in the end.. all the fun is gone... when i play bball.. or support my skool's bball team.. she will come to my skool and demand mi to go home.. it is to the extent that both of my good friends dun even dare to ask mi out..or perhaps they dun bother to..because they think that my mom will definitely dun let mi go out..during mid autumn festival.. when all my frens around my neighbourhood go and play and ask mi to go down...she dun even let mi go... its just at my void deck..so near..but she just dun allow.. till now... she still dun allow me to go to fren's house to stay over..even if i sae i am studying over there.. the only place that i can go and stay overnight is chalet.. and that's it..can't even chat over phone after 10..then every time during the weekends... when i have planned all my schedule to do my things.. she will suddenly wan to go out.. its like.. all the things that i've planned will b gone.. she dun care whether i got do my work anot.. even if she did... she will just push the blame to mi saying that if i've not gone out with my frens i will have done it...whatever i have chatted with my frens she will sae i am wasting my time..its like.. i can't do anythign but just to do wat she wan mi to do..
i'm feeling very tired now.. not becuase i wan to sleep... but because of all the responsiblitlies i have at home...regardless of what it is... she just wan mi to be there... i really can't breathe..i really dunno what will she do... my life will get busier if i enter uni or even go out to work.. i do not wan to let her cry..i do not wan to let her feel lonely..i do not wan her to worry.. all i wan is to let her noe that sometimes she have to let go.. because no matter how far i go.. i will definitely go back home..i really promise..but will she ever hear my cry?
oh...got to know tis song thru my ring tone.. haha... weird rite.. but feel that its quite nice... call mi number then u can hear tis song liaoz...hope that i can find the whole song.. as in the mp3 lahz..
In life... we seem to be drawing circles.. pple come and go.. this moment we will leave each other then we meet again in another moment... when u have felt that u have travelled so far.. but suddenly u feel that u are back to the starting pt.. how will u feel? troubled? puzzled? or tired? will u repeat wat u did? begin it differently or choose to stop where u are? whatever it is...u still have to make a choice... and the fate lies in ur hands...
hmm.. todae is such a hot dae!! wah.. think i will melt one of these daes lah... aiyohz..hmm... yesterdae went harmoc concert...hmm...not bad lah...tt's wat i think lohz.. cos last year when we perform rite...its really those kind that can sleep lah.. then this year is really got combine with guitar.. not bad not bad.. teh song vincent is nice.. hahha.. then darius and that ger...perform tis love story thingy...wah not bad leh... both of them are zai lahz..oh..then got this lin jun jie song..wah... listen liao...heart will melt leh.. but i forgot the name of da song liew.. and i think the person who drew the pictures is very lihai too...cos they are very nice.. hmm...the idea is not bad... and of cos.. the second last part...when darius,xiangmin, wilson perform the HAR-MO-NICA one is nice.. hahha.. quite unlike last year... or perhaps we din get to watch ba....hmm... but after tt a bit sian diao.. maybe sit too long le.. hee..
hmm..so todae... woke up late as usual.. went to meet kuan cos we are making present for ster!! her bdae is coming...4 june.. think its the same bdae as my tutor mrs koh leh..h ahah.. no wonder a bit auntie oso.. haha..yup yup...wat we did cannot sae lah.. cos its supposed to be a surprize? hee.. hope it can reach u leh ster... air mail one noez.. last year our parcel ah... cos too big then very ex..in the end kuan went to use small envelope send it to u... yah... but u neber receive it.. hope tis time it will work lehz... so had a talk with kuan lah.. haha..very long din tok to her le... at first the feeling a bit werid lah.. cos we very long din go out together and tok le.. onli email... but we still had fun while making the present.. hahah...too bad lahz.. ster u not there.
. oh... then we tok abt last time lah.. haha.. i was askin kuan whether we got see her ma... then she said tt time we go hospital got see her b4... then alot of things... still rem tt time ster and i when nuh hospital to visit kuan...wah... that place a bit luan ah...think we got lost in there b4.. hmm...then rem the times when we tok at the classroom in the morning...doin nuthin.. haha.. soshuang.. acty having a classroom is good leh.. so every morning can have place for us to tok u noe.. oh.. then how ster flirt with the drink stall uncle... she got the best social skills lah.. haha.. then every time have lesson then ster will piak on her table and sleep...especailly xie yao's lesson... haha.. cos chinese mah..then the teacher is liek saeing wat is already in the 辭語手冊..so ster just lie there...but xie yao always zhen dui her.. yah...then all the ben duh lame? if i not wrong... oh no...my memory is failing.. yah.. library chats.. hahaha.. and of cos.. the librarian is very scared of our class..4i.. cos the whole class alwwaes go to the library use com to play neo pets! hahaha... then our class like take library as the playground..to cui air con onli.. wah.. all the happie memories.. oh... and hope she dun see this... the legendary annie! haha.. how the three of us are so scared of her.. skool release le if we wanna go out we have to think of ways not to let her noe... haiyo..our class... with 7 gers and28 guys.. hahha.. so farnie.. neber tot tt i can survive there.. but in the end still ok ok leh.. hahha.. acty its fun lah.. then mrs har... our physics teacher.. zhang hao and ellery are her favourites! hahaha.. then every time she come into our class onli laff laff laff.. hahah.. in the end we onli like do one qtn for the whole period.. hahha..still rem this joke...our class is like alwaes floppin in physics lah.. hmm.. then har har ask us.. she sae.. "how come ur class so many boys ah.. but u all are neber good in physics.. supposedly boys are better u noe..how come the nanyang gers are so good in physics and u all are like tis ah?hahha"then she laff laff laff.. then our class talk back leh.. haha...then i think zhang hao replied' cos 我們是你教的嘛' then she kept on lafin n laffing.. then look and us.. laff again.. no wonder my physics is like tis sia..then in sec 3.. dora lee took over us for english.. she is a superb teacher! yah.. hahaha.. very niao lah..but i like.. and she is very particular about cleaniness..then every time before her lesson our class will chiong to take all the brooms ah..rags ah..to clean windows floor.. blah blah.. then i think somebody from our class said," 我們讀書就不會。。then 4i 最會什麼leh..抹窗.."then the window is like.. not even a spck of dust must b found loh..so one dae when she came into our class..she check all around and see our class rooms.. then its very dirty.. i think ziyou is our cleaniness rep? yah... then she ask him to stand... and start to niao.. "perhaps u can start talking about rags?" hahhaha... and i think the whole lesson we listen to him tok cock lah..and somemore she dun let us laff..haha... oh.. then history we learnt the propaganda thingy.. call pravda which is a a newspaper which the communist russia use lah.. then every morning we will like use a corner on the whiteboard.. PRAVDA: biggest lie of the dae:we love physics!! wa..super cold.. but farnie..then har har see liao.. she laff and laff again.. then sec three final year.. think more than half of the class includin mi got f9 for our AMATHS.. hahaha.. luckilybee bee came and help us out.. haha.. and of cos got jen fee.. another niao teacher.. then in her practical quite stress ah.. she make us rem the format of the way we write the report... then got a period she make alot of us stand up and sae the sentence... then i think it took one period for us to get that particular sentence... word by word... totally the same lah... but i think our class still likes her alot.. yah.. cos her father died during sec 4 tt time.. yah... then our whole class went for the wake... it was after our interclass soccer games lah..everyone quite tired but we still went.. perhaps tt is our onli successful class outin ba.. haha.. memorable sia... oh... so 4i... yah.. i'll alwaes rem tis class...think its very special... hee...
25 Minutes After some time I've finally made up my mind
she is the girl and I really want to make her mine
I'm searching everywhere to find her again
to tell her I love her
and I'm sorry 'bout the things I've done
I find her standing in front of the church
the only place in town where I didn't search
She looks so happy in her weddingdress
but she's crying while she's saying this
Chorus:
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late
Against the wind I'm going home again
wishing me back to the time when we were more than friends
But still I see her in front of the church
the only place in town where I didn't search
She looked so happy in her weddingdress
but she cryed while she was saying this
Chorus: Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late
Out in the streets
places where hungry hearts have nothing to eat
inside my head
still I can hear the words she said
Chorus:
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late
I can still hear her say.......
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hmm... well this song... some pple may sae.. wah..so long ago one... yahz... but i like it lah.. perhaps its the memory that it has given mi ba... hmm..got to noe tis song in primary skool times.. yah.. think the meaning is simple.. but i quite like it ba... so pple out there must chrish the pple around u whoa.. dun be like the guy in the song... by the time he is ready.. everythings is too late.. perhaps to u some things can wait... but to the others.. it may be another thing.. yup...
hmm.. today is just another normal dae.. hai.. sianz... seems like there's not much for mi to look forward to.. yah.. sigh... during break times oso dun feel like doin work..sigh.. how can this go on manz..
hmm... went to get tyy present.. hahha.. again.. tis is weird lah.. cos her bdae was like over liew... cannot sae wat we bought for her..but... think abit effort.. hahha.. at first jarnei and i went to heerens.. meet xx and her fren.. oh no.. forgot her name.. yah.. then... dunno why the annex there ah.. so many renovations noe..in the end all the shops which was originally there disappear liao.. so bo bian lor... have to go far east... oh.. wanted to go n find the new micheal learns to rock cd.. though the advertised song is like the old chinese song lah.. i'm hoping that the other songs are good leh... hahah.. last time their '25 minutes' 'breaking my heart' 'sleeping child' etc.. alot are very good lah.. hahaha.. but in the end cannot find tt cd leh.. so cannot test try.. mebbe i will go there nec time.. or see any frens haf.. nice then i will surely buy..
oh.. tehn went to taka.. XX have to pay money ah.. dance skool i think... level 12.. but i went to buy sushi from coldstorage.. so ah.. they go there first... tehn i call xx mah... ask her where is the lift... in the end.. realise tt i disturb her chat with her tt one! hahha..so sorry woman.. no wonder she was like so demure when tokin to mi on the line lah... hahaha..
then took bus to far east... hahah...we are all lazy bums... then walk walk walk.. realise that far east seem to b quite small.. hahah... blink blink a while we haf finsihed the round.. in teh end.. onli bought sharon neo's present..
after tt.. went to j8.. hahah..yy must be feeling like killing mi.. cos its her j8 again.. somewhere she has gone for 16 years? hahaha.. but like wat she sae... j8 never fails to upset her yah? hahah... so hope u will like ur present.. hahaha.. dun xian2 qi4 k.. hahha... effort leh...
hmm...was talking to my old fren jieli.. now in nj lah...then complaining abt A's... hmm.. think should take his advice lah.. must really sit down and think of wat i'm goin to do in the future.. yah...start aiming? but feel quite insecure.. i dunno... cos i really feel like doin something tt need not haf to face pple and pple everydae... take up photography.. then go overseas take pictures... wah.. so nice.. can travel and take down all the beautiful pictures that i love.. the happy moments that i had... and share with many others... wah.. the feeling is so great.. but sems like its a dream after all... can't possibly dun study now rite.. aiyoh.. but wat to aim in the uni? business? its really givving mi a headache leh... sigh... i'm so unsure of the future... dunno where i'm goin.. sigh... hope can come up with a conclusion.. so got the motivation to study! hahaha... duh rite? but makes a bit sense
today is TYY bdae! haha.. but think she a bit sian diao.. hmm.. cos of some reasons lah... haiyo... cheer up leh woman.. haha.. cannot lidat.. can easy get old one.. haha.. so joy mi and her went to lido to watch movie.. yah..'beautiful boxer'.. the so-call gay show which jsp condemn while we saw him with cuiqin on 171.. hmm..think that movie not bad leh.. hmm..some of the shots they took are very nice... as in the angle and everything..quite good lah..the way that the director wan to expressd the idea is oso not bad.. then the part when the lead actor was quite confused about who he is quite sad lah.. cos its something that is in him and he thinks that nuthin is wrong abt tt while others look to him as if he is a freak.. yah.. abit sad leh.. just that pple can't accept him does it mean tt he cannot stay in this society? sometimes humans are quite selfish.. wat they see that is different from them they think that these are weird things.. perhaps next time we should think twice if we ever want to sae that someone is 'weird'..cos to them.. they themselves are perfectly normal.. and to them.. we may be weird too.. yah? haha..does it make sense? but the part when he started to put on make-up and go on the ring in japan is quite sian.. abit draggy.. perhaps i'm tired ba..oh.. the lead actor is quite shuai! haha.. the more i see him ah.. the more i think he is yandao leh..then when he fight ah.. he jump high high then kick.. wah... seh leh.. haha.. think he is really a boxer cos i saw the advertisement on tv before.. wah.. not bad ah.. mebbe can go thailand find him.. haha.. oh.. then his fren... at first is good guy..but in the end turn out to be evil.. very yandao too... got a very angmo look.. thai guys are alledie very shuai.. somemore like angmo leh.. haha.. so can see the standard ah.. his name in the show is call Pi Nat.. which tyy and joy say sounds like 'peanut' aiyoh.. then the peanut butter thingy..we are lame lor.. hahha.. after tt we went far east walk walk.. wanted to find a big big top to go with my skirt ah.. aiyah.. how come singaporeans all so small size one.. hahaha.. the cloth not enough to wrap mi up lah..but anyway i oso left with 30 cents.. haha.. poor rite..then we walk walk walk.. abit sian diao.. but joy is ultra hyper.. but yy is totally sian diao.. so went home around 6+? yah... took 105.. then lidat lor.. wat a day... days without trainings and vball are sian leh.. so routine.. pon lesson liao oso duno wat to do.. then when i log off still have to face the phyics remedial hmwk which is due tomorrow.. sigh...
hmm...was listening the the ken harai cd.. name.. Ken's Bar... hmm... this song is not bad... especially when u listen it at nite... the music is good... the person's voice is good... and i think the lyrics make mi think...yup.. perhaps those who interested can dl it whoa.. its very nice especially u listen it at nite.. when u are busy mugging or feeling low... cos.. it will make time pass better.. hee...that's what i think lah.. yup.. thanks yeesiang for letting mi get to know tis song lah.. yup yup.. some of the lyrrics are worth our thoughts ba...
THE ROSE Ken Hirai-Ken's Bar-
Some say love it is a river
That drowns the tender reed
Some say love it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love it is a hunger
An endless aching need
I say love it is a flower
And to you its only seed
It's the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live
When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter
For beneath the bitter snows
Lies the seed that with the sun's love
In the spring becomes the rose
today is hc sports day... wah.. very sian.. cos i think onli like half the pple turn up... or else the place cannot squeeze all the pple from the three skools.. yah... din stay with the class cos miss tey ask us to help out in prize presentation... still tot that we are those who announce the winners lah.. in the end we become extras lor... those who neber turn up we haf to go up and take the prize for them first... yy took a 800m bronze.. hahha.. so farnie.. then the way she walk to the prize table she is like bu xiao xin pass by lah.. haha..oh.. then our class ran the 4x100... hmm... not bad lah... but luck not on our side... so its like miss diao... but nvm..got enter very good le...
so after that rite... we went to mich house to make sushi again! haha.. the bus ride is so so so terrible... cos the whole air con spoil... then like no oxygen.. cannot breathe lor... then when we got out... wah... outside is like much more cooler than the inside of the bus... oh... so go mich house... ate lots of things lah... fried noodles cooked by her maid..the jelly... chunky soup and bread... we did all these while waiting for the rice to be done lah.. hahha.. or else we will b rotting again... but seriously tt's alot of food.. hahaah.. wed confirm cannot jump le lah.. haha.. wait like my 2.4 lidat.. 3 sec to A leh..sian bo.. should pia abit.. haha.. k..out of pt again..
oh..so we ate... then rot... then went to mich's room.. xiang shou da air con.. so shiok... then mich's brother sang 'never had a dream come true' by S club 7.. he's so cute!! haha.. but quite shy i think... then we think tt he really behaves like chan.. haha.. but we really think if he grow up le he should be quite yandao if nothing goes wrong..so we start to link...hmm...chan=mich bro=yandao...so chan=yandao.. then we were saeing yah..acty he ok lah... haha.. mich was trying to spike up his hair at the bus stop lah.. hahah.. then she was complainin tt why is he so fair... duh mich.. so young next time still can tan lah..dun worry... but must make sure he must not like purple or pink colour.. haha
then we watched love actually... yah... felt abit diff from last time i watched.. perhaps tt time i too tired le... after training i think... now... feel that the show is quite touchin wo.. haha.. deprive?? nah...
then went back at around nine... hai.. wanted to get a small choco cake for my mom... or at least green tea cake let her try cos mother's dae coming.. sigh.. but all shops wan to close le... some onli left with big big cakes... which i cannot afford at all... sigh...so in the end i make my ma angry again.. cos go home so late... yah lah.. she oso bery lonely... no one tok to her.. feeling quite guilty lah.. mi her onli daughter.. then everytime din have time for her.. hai... wonder wat can i do for her tomolo...
yesterdae.. st M's principal died suddenly.. think most of the pupils are quite sadabt tis... hai... watever it is... life is so UNPREDICTABLE...
hmm... todae had chem tutorial... yah...tiger lee was like going thru the ans for nitrogen compounds... then at the five min before the end of lesson... she suddenly sae that she is going to talk about something that is not about chem.. haha.. of cos.. for slackers like us we kept our things fast and wait for her to talk... hmm..she said that there are two major happenings these recent two weeks.. yah.. we were thinking whether its the slapping incident... yah... cos she is from discipline mah..but in the end.. she said that it was the nichol highway incident.. hmm... perhaps its not the past two weeks... but its something that happen so fast... then she want us to stand in the shoes of the family members who's dearest ones are killed in the incident.. yah.. then she said that life is very unpredictable... this moment we maybe laughing and having fun together.. but the next moment we may lose anyone that is very close with us... she even told us the bad feeling that she have for not letting ur parents know how deep ur love is for them and yet.. so suddenly.. they have to leave u... u cannot tell them anything cos they are not around any more..yah..her dad i think... died during the time when hwa chong was declared as a dangerous building... while her mom died when the building was finally finished.. can tell that till now.. she is still regretting because she had never tell them how she loves them...so.. the underlying meaning that she wants us to cherish everyone that is around us...
in life.. there are so many people who come in and out of our lives.. some stayed while some are not there anymore.. some left unforgetable footprints in our lives while some are relatively more insignificant..
we should cherish every single moment that we are having now and not take everything for granted... because it is fate that has brought all of us together fom diff places.. backgrounds and time together.. we have come this far...