jus as i tot i can fly away from all those crap.. my happiness was shortlived..suddenly i find my legs tied up with strings.. mass transfer project..camps... intersem.. can't do much...can't disappear from wat i need ta do... can't work and get money.. its so yucky.. especially u have to face somebody who is always pressing... i really do not know why are u taking each and everything so hard.. we merely canceled one outing which we tot wasn't very flexible.. and u can call us up.. in such a harsh tone.. saying '我不懂你们是怎么搞的。' and saying that we din think far and that's not the way to organise things.. and what we shud do blah blah... and all these are habits. bad habits and nex time when we go out n work we shud be like this this this.. and u are blamin me for not telling you that 4th n 5th im goin chalet... and all the plans u have in mind are gone.. and it seems like we are always doin things the way we like..
but.. have u tot of it.. did u tell me that u need ta do camps and such.. have u told me that she is not free on wednesday too..have u told me that u wanna do the project one 4th 5th may..
seriously i dun think i mus tell every single thing to u all.. nobody set the meeting dates so why can't i have a chalet on 4th n 5th... i can also blame u tt ive set my schedule to do proj on tue wed thur.. and by u having all the camps and recce my plan is also spoilt..
actually this is the whole grps organisation problem.. maybe we shud sit down earlier to plan which are the days to do projects and stuff... but THIS IS THE PROBLEM OF THE WHOLE GRP(WE SHUD LEARN IT AS A LESSON SO NEX TIME OUR ORGAINISATION WILL BE BETTER) NOT MY OWN PERSONAL PROBLEM...i seriously dun understand why are u taking it so hard... pressing each n everything so hard... askin me why are u doin this why are u doin tt...
and also.. my time is not delicated for u all onli... i have other frens and such.. so stop asking me why i m not free this day n tt.. im already sacrificing alot of time jus to complete certain things with u all.... i noe you are a perfectionist and to u.. each n single small area shud not be let off... i understand tt so tt is why our previous projects i din sae anything... pple take jus a few days to complete certain stuff yet we are taking years to do tt..do u still think ur way of doin it is feasible??? but i have already accepted u for who u are.. so why can't u? im tired of explaining many things.. im not u and not everyone work like u.. and i dun believe that only by working ur way i can succeed in the future...
ive always been who i am ..doin the things my way and i never had discontentment among frens... so pls stop tellin me the everything that i do is wrong.. stop tellin me that u treated us as good frens and such.. u dun shout..u dun scold.. u dun hang up the fone on ur good fren... u will accept them for who they are.. trust them... pple will tell u the things themselves if they wan to.. there's no pt asking them...
everyone is different... everyone thinks differently... so pls accept me as who i am instead of tellin me wat u think is the right way ..im getting enough of living ur way... seriously if this goes on i will erupt soon i warn u...im reaching my limits for ya...
today is the last last core paper!!!! oh manz.. i was smiling thruout the paper.. not tt its easy but its the things tt are coming up!! heHz... went back hall to pack and took some pics with my roomie... tho i think shud have done it long time ago.. haha
me n linda my roomie!
our names...
my very very messy table...hahaz
my giant size mayday poster! wonder where shud i put it when i move back.. hehz
the other side of the board... my life...
the whole stretch of table.. ya i noe its damn messy.. hhahaha
my sadist roomie who use pin to poke the cute emoticon's eyes
with our pigs...
not my idea to act like this!
tis is quite funny..
oh wellz... this sem.. kind of boring for me.. not much of activities cos im determined to get better grades.. but i guess the final result will not reflect on how i work la... oh wellz.. moving out of hall soon.. mus thank my mom for letting me off to have a taste of hall life.. wellz hall life.. i think maybe i joined in at the wrong time ba.. dun really mix very well with other peeps... in my own world i guess... but still.. got to know my roomie better.. enjoyed the times when two of us nua together especially the long talk we hard one nite... hahaz.. yupx.. moving out this sunday.. no more nite vball sessions wit joy they all at hall 2 court.. woo...
small updates... here's a picture taken with my jap class..i can say that i enjoyed myself more in level 2 class.. perhaps i was determined to make more frens this time.. haha.. tryin not to be antisocial like walking outof the class room right after lesson without saying anything to my classmates... yupx.. and i think the fujita sensei has done a good job in the sense that she makes the effort to make each of us noe each other by having all the game and stuff.. maybe i wil miss this class...
passed by hc with tyy on 74 and we saw a grp of hc students.. tons of memories came back.. i really miss that uniform.. and shoebag and that back pack that goes along with it.. wonder hows chan,ms lim,mrs koh,mrs lee.. missing the barley shop uncle.. the cheese prata.. and the forever high yong tau fu auntie.. missing those times when the class got together to play netball and vball during pe lessons and after lessons especially the one we went to set up a court in the hall.. missing those times that we actually performed in harmonica band and took part in SYF.. missing those times when we went to CCAB and toapayoh stadium for all the matches and of cos.. goin down to support diff teams during the tournament season.. missing the lecture sessions when most of the time we spent on gossiping and looking out for other pple..we were really so young then..
time for IA selection.. oh wellz.. i can sae that most of the companies are not areas of my interest.. sigh.. i dun wanna go into research and stuff.. i wan out door experience.. i wan go out to the plant.. i wanna see how does the distillation column look like.. i wanna go into it.. to see the plates that we have studied inside.. but i doubt they'll accept me with my grades like this.. sigh.. but still.. im not letting off any single chance..jus hope tt my luck will help me get thru this!