hmm...so long never blogged le! hahha.. it was the first week which i stay at the new department.. well.. i think tt its kindof luck tt i got into this team.. cos i think my team is the most slack.. haha.. k lah.. not tt slack but its quite fun lah.. haha.. as a newbie.. felt quite guilty cos i've been telling so many lies.. haha.. k.. bobian.. have to pull in customers.. also, been troubling the pple around us and they cannot finsih their sales call.. so paiseh.. maybe should buy some food for them to eat.. hee..
shall give a simple summary on the pple tt are in my team....
stella: team leader of the group, think she just got promoted.. she's reasonable lah.. haha.. quite farnie sometimes.. cos when she nag pple she can nag and nag but in the end cannot tahan then laff liao.. haha..
joey: hee..she's the one beside me.. she's super cute lah.. always holding a long plastic ruler and hit the person beside her..og tt's not me.. its the other guy edmund.. after puttingdown the fone she can scold and scold the customer.. then after tt customer calls again..her voice suddenly become very sweet.. haha.. but overall she's a very nice person.. tho she can be quite angry after tokin to customers she is always willing to help us.. but poor gal lah.. stella always come over and nag at her one...
simon: the 'class monitor' guy.. got the highest number of sales call everytime and the number of closed case.. always buys breakfast for almost the whole team everytime.. really wonder how he can wake up so early one.. sometimes he can really tok alot of sense.. got he's own thinking..(tho i dun really agree with some of his perception.. but everyone is diff lah).. tho he's always having war with joey.. haha.. they can throw their stationary at each other one loh.. haha..
edmund: what i wanna say is tt he 's very very ver y thin!! haha.. maybe he has used up all his lunch money to buy cigarettes.. haha..he's always the one who got beaten up by joey.. haha.. quite a lame guy..
meryl: oh.. she's quite a hardworking person.. always see her staying in the office never go down for meals one.. she's very pushy..as in can push customers to take up the offer one.. wah.. no wonder can get one of the top best.. but sadly.. she's leaving nex week i think..(oh..my team got the higest turn-over rate..haha)
jaey: one of the top sales plus closed ones.. but she always say i look like some da jie.. sian.. duno why i go everywhere also got pple say i look like some gang leader one.. and she say i bully TIEO YAYING!! pls loh.. is she who bullies me can...lief is so unfair
regine: same age as us! haha.. but she's very auntie one.. haha.. felt quite good when tokin to her.. very fren one.. haha..
fiona: hee.. she's also very frenly.. willing to help tho she's sittign so far from me.. but di tok to her mcuh cos we are sitting so far away..
stevia: haha.. the way she talk to customer is like ah lian loh.. haha.. buay tahan manz.. but somehow she's able to clinche quite alot of customers loh.. hahaa.. very violent like joey too.. scold and scold like mad.. haha..
oh.. so this is like myteam lah.. of cos got miss tieo and elizabeth.. coping quite ok leh.. hope tt tis is not illusion.. haha.. hope i can get my voucher.. then can go shopping with liz and tyy le!! hahaz..
have been going home so late recently.. kaoz.. think i have become some noctornal animals liew.. the change of a new environment is not bad lah.. the pace currently is stil ok to me.. cos we are still new mah.. but i think as the time goes by.. hmm.. it will become quite stressful le.. heard tt its OT everyday.. which i think its abit tiring.. or maybe.. its VERY tiring.. now.. no more solitaire le.. but somehow.. i felt motivated to start my work lah.. hahah.. at least u can get commision if let say u get good results.. but if let say have to go home at 930 everyday, its really quite terrible.. fri the data base we got is quite less le.. but i canot call finsih leh.. however.. gotten 4 customers to fax back their forms.. my first $19500 on the second day of work..tho i expect to deal none.. but i think maybe tt day i'm just heng lah.. yup.. think i'm all prepared to receive none.. choi! hahah.. of cos i want to contribute to grp's target.. then everyone can go home early.. yup yup.. shall try my best on mon again.. call finish all.. ahaha..
somemore i think tt my grp really has all teh nice pple.. tho they are abit weird lah.. when they put down the phone they will scold and scold and scold.. but when u call them they will smile and become very very nice.. hahahha... one thing tt i felt quite comfortable is tt all are willing to help lah.. and the team leader is like quite farnie oso.. i think she look like gold fish lah.. hhaha.. sometimes she can be very fierce(which i understand lah.. cos its work lah) then sometimes she can be quite farnie.. and also.. her memory is terrible!! hahha.. durin our training.. she was talkin abt something lah. then if let say there are some interuptions right... after tt.. she will forget abt wat she has said earlier.. somemore its not only once.. hhaha.. and i think she got promoted very fast... cos wat she say is tt she only started last year.. and now she's the team leader.. then she took out all her payslips.. hahha.. very proud of her results.. we alsmost laff out lah.. tho i think she's trying her best to motivate us.. to let us see real life examples.. hahha.. then she say,"i'm serious.. laff wat.." after tt .. she laff herself.. buay tahan..well.. so i'm prepared to work harder next week.. hopefully not everyday OT or else i will sian diao..
kk...shall talk abt some things beside work.. hmm.. acty not much lah.. hhaha.. went tamp today to meet kuan and ster.. and its my first time which i sleep till 2 leh.. siaoz.. can't believe it.. its like.. am i really tt tired? hahha dunno leh.. again.. the trip from tp to tp is like so sian.. but some memories flash back again lah.. hhaha.. back to dunman tt time.. heez.. but along the way.. think there are some changes.. hmm.. its like only 2 years then there are quite abit of changes le.. then half way thru... saw this person who look like him..with his gf.. but icannot recognise much.. not sure at all.. somehow.. its been 1 year plus tt i see him le..and tt last time was like a glimpse? haha.. tt time i still laf at jarnei when she canot recognise blue blue.. so seems like it applies to me too.. oh wellz.. its best to be forgotten..i rather he dun rem me oso.. well well.. saw so many couples around.. i mean on the way to tamp.. hmm.. think i'm not suitable for any relationships yet..(and also.. i think no one will ever like me one lah).. last time.. long long long long ago.. i always scared tt if no one like me how.. hahha(pls dun laff at me.. you can just condemn me lah.. but this was wat i thought last time...).. but now.. i dun seem to be able to like anyone.. hahha(i'm not les k).. think i'm one who's more suited to live alone or maybe with my frens and family can liew.. hahah.. think i can be a nun liew.. kk.. whatever.. i'm tokin crap again.. so free and shuang.. thoguht of what i did last time.. think they are really so childish.. tt was not me lo.. no wonder he got frightened by me.. hahaha.. i will also be frightened lah.. hahah.
well.. back to tamp.. went walk walk with ster.. cos kuan cannot meet us early mah.. bought a cushion from spotlight.. gonna bring it to my office.. hahha.. then a thickpen.. cos the admin pple my fax all not clear one.. then oso.. this mouse cushion.. hahha.. all for office.. hope i stay leh.. or else everything wasted le.. must make it as comfortable as it is.. heez.. somehow.. i'm spending more time in office than home.. hahah.. then took 293 or 239 to kuan's place.. watched the liu xing hua yuan 2 last episode.. in the end we realised tt none of us are watching cos we are all tokin liew.. waste electricity oso.. haha.. then went frenster.. hahha.. ster got some yandao whoa.. hahha.. paolo issit>? hahah... nice name sia.. hahaa.. then we start to kpo abt our classmates.. hahahz.. like their stead lah.. wat happen lah.. blah blah.. hahha.. we simply tok abt everything.. in the end we played this board game call.. hmm..cluedo.. which i think we abit overage to play lah.. but i like leh.. hahaha.. but then.. got my first acll at ten from my mom again.. hahha.. so had to go again lo.. so sad.. ster goin off this valentine's day.. not much time to go out whoa.. wellz.. nex week shall ask them come myhse..heeheez.. hope its another fun day..
yupyup.. training tomolo and my muscles gonna ache again.. hhaha.. then sun goin shopping with sis and ma.. think i've got to buy new shoes le.. the one which i wear to office like cannot tahan liew.. better buy b4 something bad happen.. hahah..
take care everyone! dun miss me!!hahahha
k...today i'm super suey... changed 3 platforms and i'm all alone!! so sad lah.. why my place so cannot make it one..
hmm.. job ended at 6 todae.. supposedly should leave on 6 but we stayed on.. tyy was using one of the platforms to listen to my ken hirai(he's really good manz.. must take note of the 1st and 5th song in his latest album..) while i...having nothing to do, was staring at the window.. hmm..a month had just passed llike this.. we had our christmas eve here,we had our new year's eve here, we put up our small small a4 'MERRY CHRISTMAS" sign on our very own corner, we met diff pple, we heard diff pple, we see diff pple. haha.. the first few days were so terrible,we almost died of boredom. wonder if after moving down will i be able to listen to the music, will i be enjoying my solitaire, will i be enjoying myself? haha, i doubt so. think the nex department tt we are going to is so terrible, i even had a nightmare on it.. k.. not a nightmare, but its a dream..weird dream.. but what i concluded is that the place is just not a nice place. hmm.. when we move down we wun be able to see catherine,kev and bryan.they are really nice pple..haha.. i'm repeating myself again.think that the idea of writing down all the pple we met is quite fun. its a good memory..tho some of the times we got panick cos customers are so demanding.. all the customers..stanley yap, henry yeong, mr fam, jessie,mr chow.. hahhaa.. we can even rate them..acording to how irritating they are. haha..perhaps not mr chow which really make us laff till we cry..so many pple..with so many diff ways of thinking.somany ways of handling things and so many ways of blaffing their way thru.. everyone is just so diff.. after doin this assignment, i really feel that every single person is so unique..(not tt i feel tt everyone is the same last time lah)..everyone has their diff story.. its kind of interesting lah.. heez.. and i love stories.. k.. i'm going out of point.. well.. i should finalize..i will miss the whole level of colleagues..heez..
hohoz.. its another week. now my body is really aching all over. its been one month plus since i play vball.oh gosh, its so fun!! haha..miss all of the a balls.. though my outside is like kena sai.. out of ten balls i spike, onli one is in court.. others are out.. siaoz.. think my footsteps have gone all haywire.but heck! haha.. its my adjustment day. so i shall go siao for the whole day. crapz..whatever it is..there will be a vball sesion every sat.so happy, so i won't be rotting and growing fat every weekends!
friday was orientation in hc.seriously feeling a bit guilty cso we like din do much for the juniors.k..but we are really not close lah..bobian..nvm..me and tyy was late cos of work..hmm, at first the j1s are at hall but after that they came out. so all of us aunties went fourth floor to look at all the lighting of the campfire. hmm, somehow the feeling is that this year's orientation seems to be more better than last year..wonder why also..nvm.after that we all went down for the song singing and mass dance session. tho as usual, i've forgotten all the dance steps, but i enjoyed it..haha.. mich was my partner.. basically we are just turning and turning and standing there. so farnie.. then got this super enthu yellow colour guy.. wah.. so on lah.. oh.. we are lost in teh mass dance lah.. but who cares.. its so dark anywae..no one will see.. haha.. went to serene to eat and drink abit.. yup.. did some catching up with mich and jarnei..and tyy(i like see her 5days a week) who uses all the evidence that she keep to blackmail me.. suey leh.. too bad there was'nt alot of time.had to go home cos must catch the last bus..yup..we shall meet up soon..
k..while going to hc from workplace rite..got this mother who is super fierce which i really cannot stand..she is like asking her child to pronouce a-z..hmm..she is like super fierce and the way she stare at her child is so scary. and what she say is that her child is not concentrating. pls loh, if she wants her child to ocncentrate, she should let him sit down in a room and teach him instead of doing all these on a bus which is so crowded. there are some things which she said makes me feel so pek lah
" don't learn fromxxx( which i think is his fren).. he does not speak proper english".. i'm like.. so u want him to stop communicating from his frens right? he's just a kid leh.. if u sae like this..he will just mistaken it as stop mixing around with all his frens.. inteh end he will be so centre minded thinkin he's so great..
"u must wprk hard so that you can play when u grow old" ok.. i noe we have to work hard.. but does that means work hard eery second even on a bus..hey..he's just a kid..and i bet that she have forgotten all her childhood years.. think all of us agree that its only during the childhood that we can really play hard.. as we grow older.. diff problems start to arise.. there seems to be mroe and more burdens..
and after that.. she took out a list of JAPANESE words and she start asking her child to repeat after her.. things like konichiwa blah blah.. can feel that the child is so traumatized by her that he is onli repeating after her.. and also he's not learning at all.. so wats the pt? its onli a waste of time..
luckily jarnei ask us to buy batt.. so we drop at coro(tyy and i mistaken everready as everyday..haha..and we are like saeing..everyday good mah.. can use everyday.. k... and we are so loud..malu leh).. or elsei will be erupting le.. parents nowadaes are really mad.. hope i wun be like them next time..and good luck to that boy..
actually i dun even know what i'm goin to write.haha.but i just feel like puttin in an entry.seriously,one year has just passed like this.hmm.i can say new year is liek any other normal day.sometimes i really wonder,hey.are u in a holiday(tho i'm in a 7 month hol)? haha.it seems like now my life is more routine than any other school days, or perhaps worst still. oh my, at least schooling is more fun.haha.. at least u will have at least 3 sub a day? haha.. at least u can have things like pe lesson?perhaps u have to run like crazy and yet being booked by some teachers?sometimes still can laff at pple cos the teacher niao him like siao.. perhaps u can meet up crazy pple while u are on the way to the class bench? or perhaps just sit at the class bench staring blankly at all the posters?(tt's how qifan imagine his selena up there)haha..not like now..everyday is the same old things, now i really understand why teachers can memorise all their facts so well and what they normally say is that its just a matter of time.really felt that i've grown older.perhaps not in terms of thinking, which i'm not very sure tho but physically ba.rem i used to detest newspaperand books. and know what, i've borrowed 2 books in a row over the weekends and newspaper is like a everyday must-do thing.maybe again, i've changed unknowingly.sometimes i really feels that i've been cut off from the world.everyday its just that few pple whom i'll be talking to(of cos tt does not include the customers lah).sigh. ok..acty i enjoyed the company of the each and everyone tt i've been contact with(k...i'm contradicting myself again) but it just seems that everyday is so dry. gonna move down to the other department next next week,think i gonna miss everyone.espaecially bryan kev and catherine.they have really helped us alot along the way.when we are so helpless then.from them we learnt quite alot of stuff.both in work and also the way we see life.especially the times we discussed abt the tsunami.yup. meanwhile..these pple are so much older than us. catherine's daughter is like as old as us..and we are communicating. haha.. yup.. maybe we buying somestuff to thank them next week? think we should lah.yup.
so 2005 marks the end of my j2 years.hmm,or is it my college years. indeed, i've enjoyed the times i spent with my friends in college. today is the first day of school,and two years back, it was my first day of school in hc.i was the only one who appealed in among the pple that i know.was posted to vjc then got this letter from hc then i'll have to take to vj.that time, i can still rem that it was pouring heavily and i was left all alone.forgot to bring my discman then(it was really one of my best friend whom i have spent all the lonely and sad moments with everytime..especailly during the long rides from dunman to home). everything was like so lonely.especailly the bus ride from hc to vj.din know anything then so have to take 157 then 31. i was like questioning myself, is it worth it? will i be happier? all questions began to surface in my mind. well,after entering hc,so many things have changed.bus rides are so short and simple. 157 single trip while back to dunman is 31 then 158.haha.training hours was like until 6(and tt's the latest) in dunman while in hc,we can drag till 9 plus. i love night trainings.tho tey always ocmplain that we are not efficient. but to me, i like it.lessons become very felxible that we can pon many times. for this year, tho its teh impt year, half of my time i spent in classrooms sleeping. where can i find place to really lie down and have a good good rest in dunman? haha.back to dunman, i'm always the first few who reach.i can reach there around 6.45 while in hc,i'm always late. haha,what a change in me.i learnt how to roll in hc but my back was injured along the way.sometimes really wonder if its a good thing.haha.so many things have happened.sars in j1(i rem the time when they announce stopping of skool for a week and we are like..really?),teh tsunami.then in dunman it was teh 911 incident (still rem tt i was online and pple start telling mi that the world trade centre has toppled down..i was still very blur abt it then..)used to be looking forward for online every fridays in dunman and after dinner i will st away on my com and on icq,msn,irc..now.in my com, i onli have irc and msn and i am tired of chatting online till the extent tt i dun even sign on to msn.used to be thinkin the online diary does not work and now, i'm typing this super duper long entry again.so, pple who are reading this must be thinkg,'hey, why are u comparing urself last time and in hc times?'well i'm not comparing cos i think they are just diff phases in my life and suddenly to realise tt i'm getting older.old enough to tell some stories tt happen, old enough to find tt sing does not really have any nice places to go to, old enough to feel that mac is acty quite disgustin(tho i still eat it sometimes ), old enough to see that there are alot pple who are younger than us,old enough to have said that i've been thru 12 years of education,old enough to start working hard and contribute to teh spendings of the family. take note, i mean old but tt does not mean that i'm mature.haha. cos i think there will always be someone in this world who is more sensible than me although we are of the same age,or even younger. of cos, i've not seen enough. its still a long long way to go. if given a chance, i will try to do something diff in uni(hope i can get in),or at least i will try to..hopefully i wun be stuck in that same old and rusty frame of mine.life is short huh(haha..quoted by someone)..must try to experience more things so when we leave this world, our record book wun b a blank blank one..hee..so shall this be my new year resolution? haha..we shall see...
meanwhile..i miss u guys, i miss the lectures(plus teh commenting of pple),miss the court,miss the touch of the ball, miss my uniform, miss everything.how i hope that everything can rewind like a video tape.haha..but this time round i gonne make diff choices, so what will i become? will i be typing here again? will i be working at the place i'm working now? will i be msging the same pple i'm msging? will i be missing everything mentioned earlier? haha..worth thinking huh..or maybe u must be thinking i'm crapping. that's what i always say, that's me, i feel...my heart rules me tho i noe that the head have to play a part too.. yup.. so really hope that this 2005 can be a great year for everyone,tho the tsunami is like a terrible starting but i still look forward for the the coming months.maybe something shocking will happen..as in good surprises lah.. or something nice will happen.who knows rite? haha..hope everyone will be happy(like what i sae many times)and this coming year will be wonderful year.. yup..full of hopes and passion.. hahah.. sound a bit lame..but i do mean it!! =D happy new year everyone!