went to peichun for vball session today..there were five of us.. the ac gers also came.. they started with all the warming up exercises..all the backward movements and stuff.. at that moment.. i really had all those flashbacks last time.. especially during sec 2 cgers tt time.. we used to be like this too... how i wish tt we have videoed those moments down..
and.. ah wei i miss you! arghh.. kind of out of pt here tho..
Music is the best therapy when words fail. as quoted from Ms Leona from my GV17 mod.
The world is beautiful because of music.songs are really amazing because each and single song has their unique meaning..relating to a certain someone..a certain period of time.. or a certain incident..
they remind you of..
the ones who have played a certain important role in your life.. though sometimes you'll end up missing them more..
certain friends whom you have spent precious moments with.. though some have chosen not to cross your path anymore..
the happy times..those that you wish to stay forever...
the sad times.. but afterall they were'n really as sad cos you've endured it all...
the dumbest thing that you did back to school time..which till now.. you hare yet to regret what you did back then
the things which you've missed..and now you learn to treasure things better...
seriously i think the songs in my folder are like all the various pages of my diary.. jus that it has a different form.. each and single song is jus like a key to the different memories that i have..
ydae was 大年初一 and as usual.. we went to grandma's place... somehow or rather.. this year i dun really feel the 气氛 there.. i dun know.. it used to be so many of us.. with all the adults sitting on the big round table while young pple like us sitting on the floor with the small rectangle table.. i used to remember that it was full of fun and laughter but now.. something is jus lacking...i really wonder how will things turn out to be like 10 years later down the road?
and i realise that grandma's face was kind of puffy.. she seems be quite unwell too.. and my ma told me that when old pple's face become puffy.. it does not mean good.. sighz.. i hope that its me who notice it wrongly.. i don't wanna lose her just when i turn 21.. may everything turns out well this year...
I'm so happy! finally ive found the song which ive been lookin for for the past 1 year! omg.. managed to find it without even knowing the title of the song and the movie.. hahaz.. i think channel u is showing this movie soon.. must keep a lookout on it.. cos its a very nice romance i rem...
oh wellz.. quite a few things have happened since the last entry.. something which nobody had expected had happen.. its kind of scary to know that somebody whom has been so real will never ever appear again...i really hope that she can get over it soon.. it feels so weird to see her acting strong... oh wellz.. felt quite bad cos im not someone who can talk well.. duno how to console her..
and my dearest junior ah wei has left singapore for queensland to further her studies..till now it still doesn't feel tt real.. even on the day of her departure.. it felt so weird.. like we are not sending her off..or rather it seems like its jus another outing.. ger.. if u see this.. must take care of urself k..i really hope that when you come back.. we can still play together in the same team..
with regards to certain matters.. some of my frens say that ive already liked him without knowing it myself.. while some say that maybe i just treat him as another friend.. hmmz.. pple say u will know it yourselve.. but wellz.. i really don't know.. perhaps i think i will know once i noe how tt person feels..but somehow.. i think its still not the time for me yet.. good frens exist between a guy and a girl.. i really think so..
and i saw someone during joy's hall prod.. the contradicting part is that the play is abt how everyone decide differently on how to treat their memmories.. its 2007 now.. oh wellz.. that was like 5 years already? but somehow.. i really felt that the me last time is really dumb..i really dun wanna see him anymore.. cos i dun wanna remind myself how dumb i was that time..
whatever it is.. hope that thisnew year wil be a better one for everybody.. yupx.. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!