first was my knee then its the fainting then its the falling off the bicycle then its the falling into the drain then its cutting myself so deep that it bled continuously then its the losing of my voice then its the pulling(or is it tearing) of my calf muscle
A saddening post. Why is it that the helpless do not get the same benefits as the big guys but when everything went wrong, they are the ones who suffer the most?
Somebody asked, "have you regretted in not putting that much effort and that you got such grades and this will be one of the biggest obstacle you face because you know that the petroleum industry go through first filtering through grades?"
Although that somebody had said that I should not take it personally. But to me, you will not think such a way if you have never thought so. Perhaps you can say that I'm not open-minded enough, but I felt that this question is much pin-pointed at me.Either consciously or subconsciously, to me its the same.
It is true that I know that my results aren't good enough to go to certain industries that I like, but still I've never regretted what I've done. I've tried my best not to neglect my friends, my passion(though I admit that I'm not very good at it), my family. In each and every single assignment, I will tried my best to do, if that's not within my ability, I will ask for help. I try my best to understand whatever I learn, instead of doing it fast because I know there's no use in it. Throughout my university years, I've made good friends, learn things, either in dealing with people or learning how to pick up myself when I fall. I guess, I'm true to myself, my grades may not be as good as those who are really good at it, it may also be as good as those who actually leach on other people. But, whatever that is on the paper is a true reflection of what I've done,learnt and things that I will take home with me even after the exams. I'm glad that I've come to this course. Though there are people who are telling me they do not know why they are studying these, I know the things that I learn has a meaning.
Sometimes, there are just some people who judge others based on their grades. Eg. If you get good grades, you are clever, hardworking, have foresight,able to organise your life well. But have they thought, grades are not everything? At least to me, when I die, and when I look back in my life, the significant and happy moments should outweigh the moments that I study. I do not want to be the one that has eyes on my goal(perhaps having good grades) while neglecting the things that is worth appreciating along the way.
So I guess its really the difference in the way we see and deal with things. I've not regretted whatever I've done or chosen till this point of my life. Hence, please stop questioning my choices and stop implementing what you think on the others. Sometimes there is not only 1 way in doing certain things.